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2006-11-17T16:29:00.000+08:00

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4R RAWKZ ALL THE WAY! =D

2006-08-31T14:41:00.000+08:00

Teacher's Day Celebration today. =)
After so long, so many times and so tiring rehearsals and practices, our class 4R FINALLY performed for the real performance, teacher's day concert. =D
Still rememeber the few weeks ago.. i was complaining about this... now.. it was over...
This performance was my first ever best performance... because it was with the best class 4R~
Finally... I felt the class spirit in us... teamwork.. hardwork and effort... we helped one another through everything... we spent lots of time and effort for this... Not to forget Charlene, Anavil and Joanna.. the 3 people who spurred our class on... who encouraged us... who scolded us... they are the ones who gave us so much motivation to come together and perform for all our teachers as a united class... awww... i am so happy today... LOVE 4R!
I will never forget the times when we spent long hours practising...
I will never forget the times when we quarrel while practising...
I will never forget the times when we helped one another to do make-up...
I will never forget the times when we helped one another to do hair...
I will never forget the beautiful moments when we performed...
I will never ever forget all of you...
Thank You 4R for the beautiful memories..
haha...
Let's all work hard from now.. study hard... study mad.. study crazy...
For our aim is to Kill the big O'level monster...
haha.. =D
Let's be the 4R who rawkx forever and show the school that we can score the best for o'levels...
Let's finish the O'level Race just like our performance..
GO 4R!
remain united...
is time to JIA YOU with all the might..
haha...
Today is a super happy day...
I feel blessed to be with 4R..
Thank You for the 1st ever best and last teacher's day celebration in Temasek..
I love 4R.. =)

what matters most?

2006-06-27T19:05:00.000+08:00

One thinking that came into my mind today. I was asking my mum to sign the consent form for the chocolate day, explaining to her the objective of this chocolate day is to raise funds for the president challenge, break world record and nurturing a caring heart from the students, giving them a chance to contribute to the society and all. I was speaking to her in a really happy and nice tone. Then she looked up,stared at me and asked, Is this event going to be of any help to your o'levels?
Then something pierced into my heart. I kept quiet and collected the signed form from her and walked into my room asking myself one question, what matters most to the parents? Is it Extremely good results or is it a child with the correct mindset and caring heart towards the people around them? hmm.. i really wonder. Sometimes, parents expected good grades from their child and neglect the basic things that they should first expect from them, which is the correct mindset and attitude. Really wonder. If one day a special person grant one parent this wish, ' here are 2 choices for you to choose from, to be your child. A child who is extremely clever and excellent in his/her results, however his/her heart is as dry as the desert, all he/her knows is to study and study and study, neglecting the whole world and everyone around him/her. While the 2nd child is only average in his/her results, however his/her is very caring to everyone and the whole world around him/her. Which child will the parent choose?? hmm... really wonder. But all I could say is both the results and the correct mindset and attitude is very important. So I hope that parents could make a balanced for their child. Let them realised that everything is important and they should not neglect anything. Haix. I also begining to get confused with what I am typing. But I hope i didn't confused anyone reading this.
haha
mad was here..

the 3 unforgettable days

2006-06-22T21:03:00.000+08:00

Monday 19th of June 2006
The first day of June Council Camp cum Stand-down Ceremony. I reached school super early at 7.30pm because of some reasons. haha.. I just know that I am so super stupid and blur that day. =x The camp started at 8.00am. Sec 2s n 3s in needlework room, while sec 4s n 5s in council room. They were planning for graduation night and teachers day i guess. Thats why they don't allow sec 4s n 5s to go to needlework room. So the sec 4s n 5s have to stay in council room and planned for our performance and rehearse it or make props till 10.30am. So we went to hall and do everything till 10.30 am. Then went to needlework room together and start the camp officially. First thing we did was survival lunch cooking. We traded the foods that we were given and started cooking it. haha.. All the foods came out so creative and interesting and yummy. haha. =x And my group MOO MOO got 1st for the survival cooking! hahaha.. =D All thanks to my idea of making chicken soup to sharks fins.. hahaha.. so rubbish. =x Then after lunch we went to the field and parade square for games. The first game I had was tug-of-war. At first my group was at the losing ends, as my group members were mainly girls except for 2 guys while the other group got strong guys and girls, people like ah ma, louis and jacquelyn. Then my group came out with strategy and we keep leaning backwards and then started pull backwards together as a group and finally we DEFEATED ah ma's group! YeAH!! so strategy does helps! I am so impressed and so happy when we beat the other group 2 times in a row! haha.. then 2nd game we had was the oily captain's ball. I think this was the best game cause i love captain ball all long. hahaa.. but this time, we got a real huge and OILY ball. haha.. =D But afterall we lose to another team cause they actually managed to score 1. so the end we got 1-0. haha.. but it was real fun! The 3rd game was to make bread and let your another group of team members to eat the bread up. Kind of disgusting, but fun, and afterall my group win ah ma group again! haha.. so happy! The finale game was a really long game but exciting one, playing with eggs and balloons and apples and all. hahaha.. Really had great great fun! =D After all the dirty games, we were divided for bath and prepare for performance. Until 5.30, we finish our rehearsals and bath. Then Miss Lim told the sec 4s n 5s one news, which is the caterer which they had for dinner didn't recieved the fax that miss lim send. So in the end, dinner was not catered so we were ask to be mentally prepared for KFC n pizza! The sec 4s don't mind it at all. we were all so excited for the dinner because it was the first time we had kfc n pizza for stand-down! All i could say is the sec 4s n 5s were all a very nice batch. haha.. we were easily satisfied and is ok for any changes and we really look to the bright side! =D hahaha... the dinner was great! we had the juniors served us and thanks for the hardwork like scraping the pineapples, the flowers and table cloth and everything. It was really nice. the food was ok too. =D And we celebrated marlisa birthday! make her so super touched. haha... and the juniors hand-made brownies for us too. haha.. one funny thing was one of the brownie had cockcroach!! ahahaha.. =p all of the sec 4s n 5s were shocked! but in the end we still ate the brownies! it was nice! =D so touched for everything. Then the performance. It was great i guess, but think that the juniors don't get what we were acting.. hahaha.. but never mind. enjoyed ourselves can le. The stand-down ceremony was great too. The theme was Ohana?[dunnoe spell correctly not] it was like the aloha idea the sec 4s n 5s had for last year grad nite, which was totally rejected by the sec 4s last year. But it was great that they put it for stand-down. I was so super touched, we had a ring of flowers given by them and we need to go down through a pole. ahaha.. =D It was really fun and it reminds me of the aloha idea i had last year. Make it for stand-down was nice. =D During the ppt slides, the juniors were crying, while the sec 4s n 5s were laughing like mad, I can only say that my batch was really a crazy batch.. haha.. even when we guys were giving speeches were all soo funny and full of crap kind.. hahaha.. making everyone laugh... until my speech, hahaha.. i make ppl cry.. =x then we sang songs and recieve the beautiful gift, hand-made slippers.. than we cry and hug one another... and finally the whole thing ended. we had officially stand-down. But we will always be a temasek student councillor!~ The whole day had been great and i really enjoyed! thanks for everything juniors!!

Tuesday 20th june 2006
The 2nd day and the last day of June camp. It was raining in the morning, so must wait till the rain stop before we can go to east coast for building sand-castle activity. =p in the mean time we were playing with the super huge ball.haha.. alot of funny things happen. Finally the rain stopped and we reach east coast. Realise alot of funny tools and learn how to use the tools to build beautiful sand-castles. And finally we started and build. All the castles were nice. Nothing much to talk about cause we just spent the whole day building it.. haha.. =x Finally everything is over, we had our lunch there and walked back to school. Then reach school another funny thing happen. Last night some of us were making banana ice cream for the juniors then after making and put into the freezer it was 3 plus already. so today actually wanted to take out n give to everyone, then we realise that mdm goh thought the banana ice cream was barbecue stuff, so she actually took out and DEFROZE it! can u believe it? our hardwork just gone like tat.. hahaha... it was a super funny thing that happen and it was the last weirdest thing that happen for this camp. afterall this camp is really super memorable.. haha.. thanks for everything! thanks for the gift too! I reall enjoyed myself to the fullest!
LOVE council forever!
Love you guys forever!
Once a tms student councillor, always a tms student councillor!!

2006-06-15T20:50:00.000+08:00

I am here to blog again. Hmm.. I don't know why.. I just feel like typing out things to fa xie. Next week council camp le. stand-down.. Feeling abit upset. cause I am saying bye to whereby I hold my best memories in school. =(
Then past few weeks a bit worried for some things. Haix. this one think better don't type. later bad things happen again. Just wish it could end and stop making the whole family worried and stop happening on one of my beloved member.
Then. I felt so sad about some things. When I sit alone in the night, my mind became to go in a mess thinking about the same thing. Then I cried again about the same thing. Every night is the same. =( why?? Haiz.. no one to blame except myself. But I really don't know. Why can't I just tell anyone how i feel? It just keep storing in the heart till maybe one day I die of heart problems I also don't know. Or maybe I got real Crazy one day. Haix. don't know! really don't know!
Whenever I feel sad, I really want to go to places where I love and really want to go. But I just don't dare to go alone. So many things is happening. Sometimes it really make me real worried, real scared and real sad. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRH! I really need a place to fa xie! arrrrrrrrrh! ok. tml wake up will be a brand new day. I hope the worries will be gone soon.

arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrh~
mad

so long...

2006-06-04T18:59:00.000+08:00

Hmm. have been so long since i ever blog. Now is june 'holidays'. Yep the holidays is in inverted form. Cause it is not really a holiday to me. haha. Sec 4 life do not get to enjoy a holiday. Went to school as normal. Had lessons from morning to late afternoon and we are going to start the night studies too. So basically to a sec 4 studying in Singapore, there shouldn't be a holiday and we better study till mad. Singapore is a small and competitive country afterall. So I will be starting to mug like real mad, especially when my mid-years results are real real bad. This should be my last time blogging in this blog le. Cause no time to blog, no mood to blog and useless to blog. haha. So it will be kept as a memory place for me. =) Afterall this blog is many years old. =) Maybe I will be shifting to another blog where it will only be read by me and me alone. That will really be my very own diary, my personal space, a place where i reflect about everything that happen in my life. =) I don't know. Maybe that will only happen after o's i guess. haha.. Anyway. Yesterday went to Malaysia, for only a day. haha. Geography Fieldtrip with Miss Neo and 4R and 4S. Very Fun! Very Enjoyable and Enriching. Enjoyed myself. =)

=Padi Fields=

=Recreational Pond=

Wanted to upload more pictures but somehow cannot make it. haha.. nvm.
seeya again
mad was here b4

It can be quite depressing.

2006-05-17T20:14:00.000+08:00

These few days collect back exam scripts. Saw all the depressing marks. The most depressing thing is, for this time, I put in alot more effort than previous exams and all I recieve back for putting so much effort was an even worst results. What is it showing me?? The more effort u put in, the more disappointment you will recieve? Or is it I had not put in enough effort? Haix.. so depressing... 2 more months to prelims and less than half a year to o'levels and my results are getting WORST! It is not getting better at all. But worst! I am sure I put in more effort this time. bUT why is this happening? Haix.. I am not really very sad about my results cause it is the fact that can't be change le. But I just don't understand why when we put in more effort, the results seems to get worst. Or is it the problem lies with me?? Can someone please enlighten me? Thanks. I am going to put in even more effort, so that next time I won't drop down even more.
It can be quite depressing after all.

仙剑奇侠传

2006-05-06T19:52:00.000+08:00

Below is a very nice show and song. =) hope you guys like it.
仙剑奇侠传! 我也要去看粉红色的树.哈哈! =D

仙剑奇侠僮

2006-05-06T19:44:00.000+08:00

~cheese~

2006-04-23T17:17:00.000+08:00

I got a sudden goal that appear in my mind which motivate me to achieve it after this few weeks of busy period. haha.. After my mid-years exams and probably chinese o's, I am going to spend one free day[wish i have one] and learn how to play canon in D on the piano! haha. Yeah! That will be the first song I am going to learn by myself and play on the piano. haha.. Hip Hip Hurray! I am going to achieve this goal! Hope I can! hees...
For these few weeks i am going to put my 100% into my studies~ YEAH!
madeline is madly in love with her books at this moment. heees.
mad was here b4...
cheese on!

2006-04-14T22:36:00.000+08:00

I feel useless. super useless. maybe is not just a feeling, maybe it is the fact. When my friends are sad, I hope and i want to be always there for them, I want to lend my ear, lend my shoulder and try to listen to their problems, their unhappiness, I don't mind being a big huge pillow and let them hit, as long as they feel happier after that, I will feel happy too. All I want is to see people happy. When I am sad, I hope and want a person by my side, I want to say out my problems too. But somehow, through all the experiences in my primary school and in the past,I can no longer share my problems with anyone, all I can do is just bottled up the stuffs in my heart. But now I got this blog, and at least I can let out some things which I can say out. hmm. aren't I useless? =( I want to go ALL again, although I went to it once, and I can't really rememeber how to get there, but i really want to go again. I miss my first time carry a cat, I miss the first time making the food for them, I miss the first time being scratched by a cat, I missed the first time washing their cages for them, I miss the first time being surrounded by alot of cats. I really miss the place. I may have forgotten where it is, but I am sure, no matter what I will try to get back to the place again, even though my dad may still won't allow me to go anymore, I will still try my best to go. I want to go to dolphin bay too, everytime I feel sad, I will want to sit by the beach at dolphin bay, although I know that is quite impossible, but never mind. But I really want to experience, waiting for a dolpin to leap out of the water, I really want to touch and feel the clear and clean sea water n sand. I want to go ther ONE DAY!

Sometimes, I got irritated by people, however, actually at the other side, people get irritated by me too. No matter what, I just want to say that, when you hurt other, when you think of others in that way, you will never know or realise someone feel the same way about u too. Spare a thought for people, you will be sparing a thought for youself too.

seeya.. take care..
mad was here b4.

~the 2 important days~

2006-04-13T23:07:00.000+08:00

This week was kind of relaxing. Very few lessons. Both Monday and Tuesday normal school lessons, Wednesday half day, cause got Speech Day, Thursday half day for sec 4s and 5s, no school for the rest, cause combined sports meets, Friday no school, cause is GOOD FRIDAY! =D

I am going to talk about the 2 most impactful days for this week, which is Speech Day and Combined Sports Meets.

SPEECH DAY 2006
My last performance with the Temasek Chorale. Kind of happy that choir life is over, no more collecting of scores, no more worrying with Shermaine, no more scoldings for not bringing scores, talking in choir and all. However, kind of sad that my 4 years of choir life just over like this, in this 4 years, i saw the whole process, hardwork that all of us had put in to jump from a bronze to a gold choir. In this 4 years of choir life, I had experience alot too. I learn how to sing, I learn how to perform in front of so many audiences, I learn to appreciate music, I learn to love piano, music, choir. I also learn how to read scores and abit of basic music skills. I had also make many friends through choir, perform in various places, get through some experiences that I will never get. I really do love Temasek Chorale afterall. I miss the gathering we had in decemeber at Sentosa, although we were not really united and together throughout the gathering, but I did enjoy myself, I did get to know more about people. We did get to play together at times. All thanks to Darius. I am really going to miss the times we spent together. The times we get together and sing together, the times we laugh in choir together, the times we perform together, the times we help one another to put on make-up, the times when miss soh prepare honey lemon drink for us, the times whereby ms lye always ask us to keep quiet, the times whereby mrs loke try to teach us how to sing[kind of funny] and the times when darius often teach us new things. I really miss alot alot of stuffs. I love all of you, the Temasek Chorale. One thing which I leave the choir very sadly was that I didn't manage to sing Kimi Ono Sete with Temasek Chorale. I really love the song alot alot. I was hoping to sing it for our last performance. However, it was cancelled in the end. Until now, we had never perform with that song. Everytime I had been looking forward to sing the song and perform for the people, however, it was always cancelled at the last minute. Kind of sad. Cause I really love the song alot. =( But never mind, Dravidian and Haktiva sounds great in the end. So happy. =D At least we leave with the best performance that we had give. =D
Love u guys!
Today was also nice to see the choir members and councillors in different international costumes. Really very nice. Will try to upload the photos soon. =D

Combined Sports Meets 2006
Today was the combined sports meets 2006 with Dunman High, Chung Cheung High and Ngee Ann. I was doing the gate duty with Audrey. It was kind of sad, cause it is the last duty for all the sec 4s councillors. I just tried my very best for the last duty. I felt really sad, cause i think i will no longer get a chance to do duty as a councillor anymore. I really love doing duties. Haix. I am going to miss council, alot alot. Council lies in a very important, different and special location in my heart. It brings me lots of experiences, fun and memories. Something which i will never forget for life. Really don't feel like standing down yet. I really hope to continue the duties in council. But i know i will have to let go. =( so so so sad. Nevertheless, the standing down councillors went for dinner together today! Although not many came along, but around 18 people came. So happy~ =D We went to Jurong East Long John Silver to eat! haha.. Then some left and the end left with around 14 people only. So we went to take neoprints. haha.. can u imagine around 14 people squeeze into a neoprint machine? OMG! That was really scary but super fun! haha. love the photos. =D Everyone was really having their fun. =D hahaha. Then went home, talk about lots of memories on the train. Nearly cried. So many memories, so many stuffs. I really still don't want to stand down. =( But no matter what, I will always rememeber council, always love council and everyone of u. =D Take Care Juniors, all the best council! =D LOVE U GUYS!

MAD WAS HERE B4~
nite

2006-04-09T17:47:00.000+08:00

It was a long week for last week. =D MOTIVATIONAL CAMP FOR 4R,4E N 5A!
The motiational camp was good. It was kind of useful for me. Taught us lots of learning skills, how to study good and about who we are and all.I think it was great. Realised that the 3 classes have lots of talented people. haha.. =D Lots of fun together. 3 days no school, 3 days of motivating days and know more about one another and more about cherishing people around us. Thanks Ramesh and Stuart! =D
ok. shall not comment much on it. because still got other classes which haven't go yet. haha.. People! Enjoy ur motivational camp! =)
Very happy this weekend. My parents finally decided to let my younger sis learn PIANO! Feel so happy for her. Just hope that she cherish this valuable chance. =D All the best for her. My elder sis is going to lend me my brother in law digital camera. =D So happy. At least I can bring the camera and take some photos with my friends le! =D hees.. Took a neoprint with my mum, younger sis and my beloved nephew yesterday. So sweet. haha.. took real long to convince my mum to take a neoprint. haha. I guess she is very happy too, just that a bit painful to spend her $6 for that. haha.. That's the cheapest I can find mum. hahaha.. =p
Oh ya. Darius left Temasek Chorale le. and the sec 4s are leaving next week. haha.. standing down. hees.. Darius gonna Serve the Nation. haha.. can't wait to see his new hairstyle. Wish him all the best in everything he do. and better not forget Temasek Chorale and us ['cousin']! haha..
Last week was great! I am now working very hard to achieve the goals that i wanted. =D haha
seeya!

mad was here b4!

2006-04-02T19:10:00.000+08:00

Today was so happy! Cause my aunty gave us an electrical piano. =D Finally my dream is fulfilled and at least i got a piano. Although is not those grand piano that I want to have in the future, but at least is a piano. My father say that he will let my younger sister learn how to play the piano and I can learn from my piano. But later in the day, he change his idea, and decided not to let anyone of us learn. So super disappointed by him. He seems to be forever breaking our dreams. So frustrated and upset. It is not the first time le. Why can't he ever realise how his children have been feeling? Why can't he stop comparing his family with other people's family? Why can't he realise that schools nowadays is already not hie generation kind? Why can't he realise that the world has been changing. Haix.. depressed.. super depressed... Is so difficult for me to communicate with them.. Is not that I don't want to communicate, it is that I really try to communicate, but either they don't believe, or they think that they are always right. What can I do? Just hoping that they will understand one day. Somehow I really wished that they go for the 3rd day of motivational camp. Cause ever since the registration day for Sec 1s in 2004, they have never stepped into my school again, they never know what I had been doing in the school, in their minds, they only think that I had been fooling around in school, wasting time and being a busybody. How much I wish that they could go for the last day of motivational camp and see what is my school like. I don't know, really don't know what I should do. Hope my father will realise somehow, and at least let my sister learn piano and not be like me again, wanted, but never get the chance.

mad was here b4....

~thanks!~

2006-04-01T22:13:00.000+08:00

Went to sophia's house today. Finally managed to borrow a malay traditional costume from her. =) Felt so touched by her warm welcome to her house. Long time since I see her and her family. We were neighbours in the past. Close neighbours, cause she just live next door. She is a very nice girl, a very good friend, a very good neighbour. She is the person who taught me how to cycle when I was young. =D So glad to know her. Feel so guilty for calling her last minute to see if I can get a costume from her. haha... Despite that, when I reach her house, she had already got ready all the costumes that she has and ask me to choose one that I like and can wear. haha.. They told me alot of things about the costumes, how to wear it and all. So nice of them. They are really great neighbours. Feel kind of sad at that time when I shifted. Cause the neighbours there were really nice. And my family kind of know alot of people from the block and almost all the people who lived on the same storey as us. I really miss the childhood times, when we still lived in the blog. What fond memories I had. Thanks Sophia and her family. =)

'Brothers' Musical 2006

2006-04-01T14:11:00.000+08:00

Thursday went to Kallang Theatre at around 12.30p.m. Today the audience were mainly primary school children. It was like a rehearsal musical for tomorrow. =D All the 40plus councillors squeeze onto ONE bus with the enterprise people. So super crowded. haha.. Then reach there, have our lunch and get into action for ushering duties. I was at the circles seats doing the usher duty. Although it was super messy but the end still went out fine i guess. Managed to see the whole musical at least. =D hahaha... Felt that thursday musical wasn't as good. Cause many parts were choppy and i kind of don't understand the whole story. But the starting part was good. It remind me of JOURNEY 2005 musical SO MUCH! Tears were in my eyes but did not flow out. =( swallow down again. awwww. The women's lament scene was good and touching. The only part which touch my heart so much, the only part which filled my eyes with tears again. but never flow out again. -_- Afterall the musical was still quite good. =) Went for dinner once again but this time, took a shorter way and go KFC instead. hahahhaa... =D so fun. Then went home and rest.
Friday musical was tiring but memorable and fun. =D I enjoyed myself alot. And the most happiest thing is that I bought the Temasek Lion. hahaha.. =D It was a very rare experience to be able to usher the VIPs. =D It was good. haha.. I think that all the councillors are like professionals ushers. so cool. hahahaha... Love them lots. The musical on friday was GREAT. It was a big success. =') Went backstage after the whole musical with ashwin and the P, VP and Mrs Ouyang. The backstage reminds me of JOURNEY once again. Most of them are crying, reminded me of what happen after Journey Musical too. Felt so touched. Can really see the hardwork that had been put in. It was great. After the whole thing, had debrief then went home with L.A.E.R.S and louis. Shermaine, Louis and I went home earlier while the rest of them went for supper. Had a good rest when reach home. =D It was a great day!

Today I also realised that friendships can be super weak. It may seems strong on the surface, It may seems everlasting, but an incident, or words or even actions can just break the friendships that one had for quite a long time. It was such a sad thing to see. It is very difficult for strangers to meet and become friends, but it is so easy to just break a friendship. Just like the glass. So difficult to make glass, but to break it, it is just so easy. Haix... I really fear that those friendships around me will be broken easily, Will we be friends for life??

~SLI and Musical rackie~

2006-03-29T22:19:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was our Student Leaders Investiture. It went well, it was successful, it was great! =D Finally it was over and finally it had been a great success. I was so scared during the process of investing new student leaders, maybe because I was influenced by Han Yang. But I was kind of sad too, cause it was my last time to participate in Temasek Student Leaders Investiture. This year was different, because I am going to be invested as well. But for me, it was going to be investing to be an Exco member of Student Council. All the Excos were super nervous. Never see all of them so nervous before. I nearly cried. But somehow never, haha... don't know why. The flipping of blazers were funny and ok i guess. =D hahaha.. Then all the Excos of different leadership groups stand on the stage for very long and sweat like crazy. hahaha.. So super stuffy and hot on stage! But all of us bear on. Somehow standing on stage with the other 4 leadership groups Excos was good i think, because I could sense a strong unity among us, somehow so different from the feeling of you are you and me is me. haha... We are no longer different, because we have a shared vision. rememember? hahahaha.. =D Then, finally the last performance, the DANCE item! It was great i think. I was so super happy. hahaha.. =D Then all of us took a pot home. It was supposed to be a candle holder i guess. haha.. =D It was so much hardwork for the councillors to paint all the pots. Hope all the student leaders cherish it. Yep... That was my last SLI and the best SLI. I love it. I am so gonna to miss council and all. =(

Today was fun. very fun. hahaha... =D Went for musical rackie. Not sure whether I spelt the word 'rackie' correct or not. haha.. always got problem with this word. =x
There was about 11 councillors plus Kangsheng, Miss Lim, Mr Sara, Mr Bert and Miss Tan. =D We took 3 cabs and Mr Bert's car to Kallang Theatre. Shermaine, Kangsheng and me took Mr Bert car to the Kallang theatre. On his car, Shermaine and I encounter something that I will NEVER FORGET. So super scary. I shall not mention it, but i learn something today. Crockcoach can actually FLY! OMG! so super freaky.
Then went to rackie the place and plot places where councillors should be stationed. It was fun! haha... The 4 teachers were so caring and even gave us drinks! THANKS! hees.. =D After the whole rackie, the councillors all went for dinner, except jefferson and siew min. The funniest thing was, all of us walked A BIG ROUND and got lost at kallang, looking for macdonalds! hahaha... We actually walk around the national stadium and realise that we were back to the kallang theatre... o_O Then we walk the other way and walk another big round to realise that actually got a shorter way. So we walk so super long till we finally reach MACDONALDS! haha... all thanks to Kangsheng. hees.. but he was very good too, run here and there, look for the place and look for us. THANKS! hees.. I am sure that he is so super FIT now! After dinner, we walked to the nearest bus stop to take bus to kallang mrt station. =D It was so fun and so rare to walk with one big group on councillors in one straight line at around 8 plus on the side of the road. So fun! haha.. =D Then finally took the bus to mrt station. Then at Kallang Mrt station, another thing happen... The Mrt got so many people that all of us managed to squeeze in then to realise that we left audrey behind! =( So we immediately alight at the next stop to wait for her. Lucky she is safe and sound. haha.. =D Then finally we were on our way home! Reached home at around 9.20pm. So super tired. haha... tomorrow is gonna be another long day. haha.. =D Seeya peeps!

mad was here b4!
I love council.
I love l.a.m.e.r.s n gang
I love everyone! hahah... =X

~SLI investiture rehearsal 2006~

2006-03-18T12:29:00.000+08:00

Friday! The SLI investiture rehearsal. Went to school much earlier, 9 plus. Help to compiled the discussion my group has yesterday. Yep! The G172YP plan. =D Then had Student's Leaders Investiture Rehearsal 2006. It was fun, really fun, really happy. The EXCOs members of all 4 leadership managed to come together and performed a dance together. It was great. I was so proud of myself that I somehow finally can dance the whole performance. haha.. =D Seeing the other student leaders learning their dance steps and dancing together, was really great. First time for me to see all the 4 leadership so united. Somehow, I feel that we did managed to achieve the theme that we had for this year, which is-- THE POWER OF SHARED VISION. I can no longer feel the wrong thinking of each leadership groups, which is like our group is better than this group or that group is lousier and all these. What I can feel when all leadership group start to dance together is that we are all the same and Temasekians are united. I felt really touched to stand on the stage and watch the student leaders dance. The feeling is just cannot be described. It is really my first time to had such feeling. All i could say is the SLC n SLI is a big success for this year 2006. And it is the Best that i had ever attend. Thanks to the organisers. It had really been a very hard work. THE POWER OF SHARED VISION. I will always remember. I really look forward to the real day of SLI. I really want to see all student leaders dance together and perform our very best and showed the unity in all leadership groups. It is really going to be the best SLI ever, because all of the leadership have a shared vision. We are all going to make it different.
But somehow, while i looked forward to the SLI, i felt a little upset too. Because I know that this is so gonna be the last SLI that I will attend. I am so going to stand down soon. I am so going to miss Student Council, the fond memories I had. Really feel very sad. Cause Council is like a big family to me. Most of my GREAT friends, my loved ones, my memories are all from there. I am so going to miss all the people there. ='( But every good things will surely come to an end. Hope I can stay in contact even though I leave council. hahaha... =) Love all of you. I will never forget people who make an impact in my life. =) kkz....

mad was here b4! =)
love council
love all of u

~SLC~

2006-03-16T19:34:00.000+08:00

This year march holidays is totally not a holiday to me. From Monday to Friday I will have to go to school early in the morning like 8plus or 9 plus till evening. Wednesday till Friday is the SLC.On wednesday, I went to school early in the morning for my english orals with Mdm Audra. My english orals was bad i guess. I can even stared at Mdm Audra for like 1 minute with no conversation. =x Felt so disappointed. But never mind. I will work super hard! After orals, went to help in painting the SLC gift and help the Micromouse people. haha... =D Then 4 pm went to help print the certificates and meet the facilitators of SLC with Miss Lim. The facilitators were staying overnight. It was my first time having dinner outside com lab 2 too. hahaha.. so FUN! =D Having dinner outside com lab 2 with florence, jovita, audrey, ivan and zul. haha.. =D Then waited for Han Yang, and started printing the papers again. After the whole printing, went to art room 2 to meet the rest of the people, had briefing and discussion and ended like 11 plus. The excos members then went up to dance studio to learn the dance steps! It was sooooo FUN! First time dancing for me. haha.. Realised that I was so bad in dancing, but it was really tiring yet fun... =) The whole thing ended like 1 plus. SO COOL! Then went to bathe with some other girls, then went back dance studio dance again, then sleep. =D Slept at around 3.30 am. wahahaha.. =D so tiring. On thursday, the next morning, we wake up at 6.15 am, despite all the earlier alarms. haha.. Then had macdonald for breakfast, But all the orders jumbled up. So sad that I couldn't get to eat my hotcakes. ='( The whole SLC started at 8 am. Listened to briefing, speeches from various speakers and some games. Quite fun to me though. haha.. Had a really sumptous lunch. =D Then went back for the planning and presentation. My group did the best. Cause we have 4E and 4N! hahaha.. Great thinking people! =) Ok. That's about it for the SLC i guess. Tomorrow will only be SLI rehearsal. I am so scared to dance... =x hahahaha.. =P
kk... very tired le... seeya peeps!

mad was here b4!

~the dolphin bay~

2006-03-14T23:09:00.000+08:00

Suddenly i have the urged to go to dolphin bay. I really love the drama 'At The Dolphin Bay'. It was nice. really very very nice. I love that show, so touching. And it make me realise a place call the dolphin bay. That place was so beautiful. It was the place where they filmed this show. It was said that the dolphin bay is a dolphin-shaped island. It is also a place where lots of dolphin can be seen. I REALLY REALLY WANT TO GO TO THAT PLACE! I want to look at the beautiful and innocent dolphins, the clear sea waters, the white clean beaches. =( Where on earth can i see so many dolphins except the dolphin bay. Come to think of it, i think i had never seen a real dolphin in my life... awwwwwwwww.=( Suddenly I really feel so wanted to visit that place. I want to go there and sit on the white clean beaches and wait patiently for a dolphin to leap out of the water and into it again. How nice will this view of leaping dolphins be. woah! Hmm... but come to think of it, it may be better that i don't visit the place, cause i don't want to face the reality that may be the place don't really exist and maybe the place wasn't as beautiful as what my mind has and maybe there are still many things that i don't know about. hmm.. sometimes maybe you just hope for the thing will be a better choice. haha.. i am really the biggest weirdo in the world. I am really very weird. =x

mad was here b4...

~2 days of fun~

2006-03-13T18:02:00.000+08:00

Saturday went back to school for Mr Yong's maths remedial. However, i simply still don't understand. =X guess i need some self revision. Then went to school early in the morning to help jane paint the SLC gift. Very sweet of jane to bought breakfast for alot of people. haha.. =D I saw the people from 4U,4N and 4I. They were having their last day of motivational camp. so good! I want motivational camp too. I heard that it was great. I WANT IT! haha. Then left for home immediately after the remedial. Changed and left to meet my cousin STEF! =D Went with her to KBOX! Yep! only the 2 of us! how relaxing it is going to be, 2 persons hogging the big room, food, drinks and of course the 2 mikes and the BIG TV! =p We thought we will get to enjoy the student holiday promotion package which we thought it was 2pm ~ 7pm [meaning: 2pm to/till 7 pm] at $8 ++ however, it turns out to be 2pm to within 2pm till 7pm [meaning: 2pm to 5 pm] I don't know why also. AND it costs us $12.50 each [wow... it really ++ alot] somehow we still required to have the member card in order to enjoy such packages, so both of us signed up for the membership. And alot of information was not included in the advertisement. [-_-] haha.. =X felt cheated, but never mind.. haha.. It was still a fun day, but a not very good experience... =X
Then Sunday went to my aunt's house. She prepared lots of food. I LOVE the chicken wings that she had prepared! IT was really yummy. It was the only food that disappear from the table the fastest i guess.. wahahaha.. =D YUM YUM! chit-chat with my cousins, play with my nephew and my youngest cousin. SO FUN! haha.. really enjoyed my sunday there with them. haha.. =D IT WAS FUN! ok.. thats my start of my school holidays. The next few days i really got to buck up. haha.. seeya guys! =P

~should i?~

2006-03-07T20:10:00.000+08:00

Haix... Feel pointless to write anything on my blog anymore... It is so pointless to write a blog which is so lonely that no one visits at all... Feel so blank.. I feel like deleting the whole blog.. But It has so much memories... ='( All the things that I had written for years... Feel so sad... I think I will just leave it here and let it be forgotten ba... But it shall be my reference to my memories then...
what a poor blog with almost all sad posts...

mad was here b4.....

~lost of the key~

2006-03-03T10:47:00.000+08:00

I have lost the key to the little hard sealed lock in the heart.....

~* Friendships*~

2006-02-17T23:29:00.000+08:00

Today for some reasons, I also forget why, I started to reflect again on my past years and present friendships. Then i came to a conclusion that I am not a good friend. Because ever since i started to make friends when i was young, i never have a really stable friendship, a so called true friendships that will not change even if time passes. I think all the problems lies with me. =(

Then i went to ask some people for meaning of a friend and somehow or rather, John enlighten me. He said that past cannot be changed, but a new beginning can be start.
So i dedcided to start a new beginning and get to know more about my friends! =D I hope after i leave temasek, i will be able to know all the likes and dislikes of my friends and know alot more about them. =D It will be a new fresh start. Hope i can rememeber this aim of mine. =D haha...

i feel so much better now... =)

mad was here b4... =D

~the days~

2006-02-16T18:43:00.000+08:00

So long never update le... lazy to update.. special days that i can remember.. Cross Country and Valentines Day! =)

Cross Country was a relaxing duty for me... Just sat there and chat with Shermaine and Genevieve or cheer for the runners.. haha... =D Kind of fun... because is near the beach.. =) I think this year was the Best cross country for me.. haha.. got free milo drinks too.. =) Then after the whole thing... went for lunch with Lek, Royce, Ivan,Shermaine, Audrey, Michelle, Farzirah, Joash and Rachelle...[Hope I didn't forget anyone... if i did, tag on my board] Had lunch at yoshinoya... nice.. =) Then went back school with Royce and Lek to take o'levels results.. I think taking the results was scary...I couldn't and don't want to describe the experience of watching the previous sec 4s take their results... =( That day was still ok for me... just like a holiday...

Valentine's Day was fun, went to school with a bundle of flowers and bag of candies.... =D reach school and gave out the candies for everyone i know... Then gave the flowers to each of my friend... kind of sad that I am not rich enough to buy lots of flowers for everyone.. so only gave to those people who make an impact to my secondary life..and i love them lots...hees... =D For others who had also gave me memorable memories and i enjoyed being with them a ferreo rocher.. haha.. and the rest... CANDIES! =D cause my life would not be better without them... haha.. =D
Although throughout my 16 years of life.. i didn't manage to spent the special day with a special someone.. but i am already very HAPPY to spend it with all my beloved friends.. sharing the love and joy with them.. and recieveing the same love and joy from them.. haha... SOOO HAPPY! Thanks for all the people for their chocs, sweets and gifts.. soo fun! =) once again... my valentine day is a happy one with all my friends.. hee hee... anyway i believe that if one has a real valentine, everyday is a valentine day for both of them.. =D so HAPPY valentines Day!

haiz, ever since sec 4... life have been more busy and more stress... but still manageable ba.. But one thing i am very disappointed with myself is, my results seem to have no improvement.. and compared to the sec 3 batch this year.. i realised i had been very slacked... =( so disappointing... and is like less than half a year to o levels... =( is time to wake up and study le... so sad.... JIA YOU madeline!

mad was here b4...

~Happy Chinese New Year!~

2006-01-30T22:27:00.000+08:00

Yeah! so happy the 2nd day of Chinese new year! Yesterday was fun, went around visiting relatives, so tired after that, came home a while, everyone fall asleep.. hahaha... =D Today was soooooooooo FUN! all my relatives came to my house! =) Then me, Candice, Stef, Kim, James and my brother went to Kbox! Yeah! First time there and is at tampines pavillion! =) It was $22.30 today, from 2pm to 7pm. Very ex right? haha... but can't help it, all of us so WANT to go.. haha... Then spent 5 hours singing like crazy, real fun, because it was my first time really mad singing all the songs that i know and i love with my cousins at Kbox somemore, my first time there! =) sooo excited. We were like jumping around the room, singing and screaming so loudly, as if all of us were in our own worlds, really feel so free.... =D Then, took alot of photos with our own phones, I think i am getting really crazy with taking photos, haha.. Then lots of funny things happen there too.. haha.. Shall not name it.. haha.. After that, we went to take neoprints... =) SO NICE! so fun to go out with them.. haha.. Then, the 4 girls went to pool ground at the highest level of tampines pavilion, haha.. I was 16 le, so legal to go in, went in to look for my brother and james, met up with them and wanted to leave, a girl came up to check our age, think probably me and Stef were too short, that's why they don't believe that I am 16 and she is 17.. haha... So showed them our ez-link, then the other 2 younger cousins told her that they forgot to bring their i/cs, so the end we went out since my brother and james have finish their games.. haha... That place seems freaky, so dark and noisy.. o_O haha.. nvm.. today lots of weird and funny things happen,a very special new year for me.. =) But soo sad, i miss the chance meeting my nephew and my cute little cousin, They went home so early.. ='( nvm.. we will meet again.. hahaha... =D

Happy chinese new year! =)
mad was here b4!

Stop animal abuse! Cherish them!

2006-01-28T23:56:00.000+08:00

I read michelle's blog. Then I got so agitated again. I felt so sad and angry! ='( Animals abuse, something which seems to be never-ending. I read so many articles before about animals abuse. All types of cruelty act humans can think about to abuse them. They can use animals as experiments, beat them, throw them, kill them, abandon them and lots and lots. I really hate such things! Why can't some humans think before they do anything? Why can't they stand in the feelings of the animals? Imagine you are the animal and people beat you, kick you or do whatever painful things on you, how will you ever feel? ANIMALS HAVE FEELINGS TOO! Haix... Can this world be much nicer to animals? They are living things too! They HAVE THE RIGHT TO LIVE ON THE EARTH! Humans shouldn't be the one controlling their lives! If you are NOT a good owner, NOT a responsible owner, NOT someone who will keep pets for long, here's an advice for you... DON'T HAVE ANY PETS! I know, I am not a good owner, although I love animals, but I try not to own any pets, cause I know it is unfair for the pets, and I had hamsters before, which make me decided that I am not a good owner.. I had been to ALL which is Animals Lovers League once for voluntary work, with yilin and alvin... And all I could see is poor cats and dogs abandon there, The place is already considered quite a good place for the pets which are abandon, at least the animals have food to eat and shelter to live.I believe the number of pets being abandon is already too high that even the charity centres for the abandon animals could take anymore. As a result, they resort to no choice, instead put the animals to sleep. Which is also a cruel choice for animals! I don't believe in putting animals to sleep. It is like, if one day there are too many humans on earth, are we going to just kill people for the sake of letting other people space to live on earth? NO! we can't and will NEVER DO THIS! THEREFORE, I believe on this earth, there is surely still place for the animals. Rememeber, they have the right to live! So please, don't abandon the animals, don't kill them, don't abuse them.
People who is reading this post, and have the heart for animals, please spread the word around, Love the animals, Cherish them! =)

~Happy Chinese New Year!~

2006-01-28T14:29:00.000+08:00

Here's Mad, wishing all of u Happy Chinese New Year! May all of you recieved lots of ANGBAO! hahahaa... =D

I love CHINESE NEW YEAR! sooo fun! But i guess maybe when I grow up in a few more years time, I may no longer love it anymore.. haha... Cause I may not be able to recieve Angbao anymore.. heehee... So now jus cherish the happiness of recieving angbao tomorrow.. wahahaha.. =D I am a greedy girl! bwahaha... I think i am soo crazy now.. hahaha... =D kkz... got to finish my homework before new year~ =)

mad was here b4!

~whole family~

2006-01-23T18:31:00.000+08:00

Yep.. I am fine now.. Thanks to all my friends who cares.. =) Like what I always say... its great that my memory forgets things fast... at least I won't be upset or depressed for a week... haha.. =) cry a bit and forget everything le.. =)

Went for my maths tuition last saturday.. I think it is good... =) Sunday was great! went for dinner with my whole family.. so long ever since we went back to the same place and ate dinner together.. So happy.. =) nothing much to blog on le.. everyday seems busy now when u r in sec 4... everything pass so fast... I still not prepare to leave my beloved sec sch and friends... nvm... cherish day by day and all of you... =) Thank you friends... I love all of u... =)

mad was here b4...

~for a moment~

2006-01-19T19:51:00.000+08:00

For a moment the smile is gone... and tears rolled down... ='(
I FEEL SO DEPRESSED NOW....

~Sec 1s and 3s PMP~

2006-01-14T20:38:00.000+08:00

Today wake up at normal school time and went to school for Sec 1s and 3s PMP duties... Reached there, arranged the stuffs and get ready for duties... The duties were all the way from morning to afetrnoon...I did ushering again... my always duties... haha...Then today Han Liang even went up to speak.. haha... I was totally impressed by his speech... really a Great President of Student Council speech... hahaha.... =D During the Principal talk also got nothing to do.. =( so slack around... haha... But it was fun with the councillors... can talk and have fun together...After both the PMPs we went to prepare stuffs to celebrate Jane's birthday.. Her birthday is wednesday but her mum brought the cake for her to celebrate today with us... =) Her mum is sooo nice... =) We sang the song and gave all the surprises that we had prepared for her... =) She must have been very very touched... =D Then after the celebration we went to eat Katong Laksa! It was nice!!!
Then Me and Sherm left to go to Sherm's house to finish our morning digest... hees.. played with her dog... soo cute... =D Then see lots of photos and brought back lots of memories... =D Went home at like 6 plus... sooo tired... hahaha...

Just now I found a bee in my room... ='( Lucky my dad caught it and threw it away... But now I am sooo scared... ='( I scared if i sleep in the room or what... there will be more and other insects... sobx... haix... don't know how to say it... jus sooo sad... when u need someone.... there is always no one u can find... haix....

mad was here b4...

2006-01-03T22:32:00.000+08:00

Yep.. is 3RD of Jan! hahaha... School reopen... and its my BIRTHDAY! hees...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAD! =)

Yep.. It was a very happy birthday for me... =) Thanks to all the councillors for celebrating with me after the sec 1 orientation... Thanks lots! =) Thanks to Lee Wei and Audrey and Han Yang. haha.. Thanks Lee Wei for trying sooo much to light up the candles... hahaha... The matchbox is really very very naughty... haha... Alot of people tried, but still couldn't light up the candles... haha.. weird rite? =x Thanks Audrey for carrying the cake from Homec room to needlework room..haha... and thanks for HAN YANG! hahaha.. Thanks for the CAKE... =)

Wanna say thanks to all that had wished me a Happy Birthday... hahaha... =) Thanks lots!

And wanna say special thanks to these few people for their great presents! =)
L.A.E.R.S,Han Yang,Sam,Ivan and Kangsheng = skirt and shirts... =D very nice!
Ashwin and Patrick = chicken little! =)
Xiao Yan and Debbie = little pig teddy! =p
Jane, Diana and Lee Wei = beautiful necklace and earings! =D
Li Fang, Hui Hoon and Hiang Ling = mini cute little FAN! =p
Hui Xuan, Lynn, Melisa and Yun Yi = little cute wallet.. =p
Thanks for wrapping with so much effort.. hees... =D
Kenny Ye Ye = Thanks for your great effort email letter... wahahaha... =D
Clarice = littly coin box n candies
Zachary = High-Quality Water Bottle... =D
Timotheos = A song CD =)
and last but not least,
Ploy = the cute CUP! =)

Thanks alot peeps!
You guys make my birthday a more special one! =D
Thanks lots!
Hope I did not forget anyone... if do so... call me up and scream and scold at me..
or please type in the tagboard! =D

mad was here b4

~*my birthday celebration 2006 with my beloved FRIENDS! =D

2006-01-01T23:12:00.000+08:00

hees... today is 1st of jan 2006! I had my birthday celebration with L.A.M.E.R.S and gang... haha.. they are all my BELOVED friends... They are...da jie Lek, Audrey, Michelle, Royce and Kangsheng, ah ma Ivan, Sam... haha.. Han yang couldn't make it.. haha... but nvm.. at least 8 of them can... =) We went to Sentosa early in the morning... I was sooo touched... because of the birthday celebration today, they have to wake up at 7 to 8 plus in the morning... hahaha... =D sooo nice of them... =P Then we meet each other station by station... met lek and sherm at Tampines mrt station, then meet Michelle at Simei mrt station, then meet Sam and Ivan at Tanah Merah MrT Station, then Audrey at Bedok mrt station, then royce and kangsheng at HabourFront Station... =D hees... Then we went to look for breakfast... hahaa... the make our way to sentosa... but halfway got lost.. look for directions, then finally took a bus to Sentosa! Paid for the admission fee... =) then WENT IN! =D hees... sad thing is.. it is DRIZZLING! arrrrh! =( but when we reach palawan beach, set up out place... the rain stop... but it was sooo cold... then we played volleyball, football... hahaha... then somehow.. we got everyone WET! =D Then i got throw into the water for like 8, 9 times... all thanks to my dear ah ma.. =X hahaha... keep throwing me in... then have a piggyback competition... can't trust ah ma.. haha... think i will get drowned by him one day... o_o hahahaha... then took alot of photos... then left sentosa at 3 plus... hahaha... it was sooo FUN! sooo much more FUN to go with them! =D love u guys! Then went for lunch at plaza sing...went to manhattan fish market for our lunch... haha... very ex... but nice! hees... have another unforgettable memory there... hahaha... =X yep! oh ya! Thanks for the present guys! It was nice... I am sure u guys took very long to look for it.. hahaha... Thanks! i will make sure i try to wear it for u guys one day! hahaha... =D oh...still got alot of things happen along the way... haha... my 1st time missed tappin a card at a mrt station... and still able to get in... hahaha... so shocked... all thanks to ah ma again... haha... but he helped me tapped too.. =D Then da jie left his volleyball at the restaurant... hahaha... then i brought royce, michelle, lek and sam to my house... hahaha... =D soo happy n fun! I LOVE U GUYS ALOT! jus as what KS says... ahaha... today then he realised about true friendships... You guys are really the SPARK of my secondary school life!! Must stay in contact... we r GReat PALS! =D

mad was here b4...
love u guys! =D

~choir farewell~

2006-01-01T22:55:00.000+08:00

hmm... jus realised i forgot to update my blog about this... thanks to michelle who reminded me... yep... 29th of december... choir farewell for the dear sec 4s... It was at Simei Green Condo... michelle house.. ahaha.. the MPH... =) sad case is.. only around 20 ppl came... and only around 6 to 7 sec 4s... real sad... choir getting smaller n smaller... ='( But I guess it was fun... everyone enjoyed... The games were interesting... the food was quite nice... Ms Lye's daughter, Eryn was soooo SUPER CUTE! =D took pic with her... heehee.. is in my friendster... =) She is really cute... but shy and scare of us.. hahaha... =) michelle's dog justin is soo nice.. hahaha... but Jake was too naughty... bark bark... woof woof... the end only Justin manage to come out... sooo sad... poor jake... kkx.... The farewell was fun... I hope the sec 4s enjoyed it.... although is a small one... but is really alot of Shermaine's effort! so cherish it~ =D

mad was here b4...
hahaha... =D

~happy new year 2006!~

2006-01-01T00:12:00.000+08:00

Today is a SPECIAL day! It is the LAST day of 2005! and it is also the BIRTHDAY of my beloved mummy! =D

Happy Birthday Mum! =D
I was sooo happy... so do my mum.. hahaha.. because yesterday, her beloved grandson, my beloved nephew came back and stay till today... =D haha... we were sooo happy.. took lots of photos with him.. then played mahjong with my sis... haha... =D yep.. Then today is her birthday... hees... =D This must be the happiest birthday for her... =D heehee... Yep... Today is also the last day of 2005... I took the last 5 mins of 2005 to reflect on 2005 what had happen in my life... haha.. short memory people... didin't have much in my mind.. only those major events that marked my life came across... =) yep.. I am soo happy today... =D hahaha... But my nephew went home le.. only can see him once every week now.. I am soo gonna miss him lots! =D

mad was here b4!
Hereby wishing everyone HAPPY NEW YEAR 2006!
mAY everything go smoothly next year.. =D

~hmm~

2005-12-28T22:51:00.000+08:00

hmm.. so many days never update.. wanted to update.. but lazy to update.. I guess holidays just make me lazier and fatter.. haha.. =X hmm.. few days ago came a new member into my family.. haha.. she is Lyn.. a new maid who is going to take care of my dear little nephew..haha.. Cause my Sis going to work next month.. so must find someone to take care of my little nephew.. how much i wish is my mum who is going to take care of him.. haha... because if that is the case.. everyone will be happy.. haha... I can see him everyday at home... and my mum can enjoy being a grandmother taking care of her beloved grandson.. haha... and with so many helpers at home...and so many people who dote him sooo much... hahah.. I guess my nephew will be so lucky.. haha.. BUT the end.. the new couple still decided to hire a maid to look after my nephew.. haha... so yep.. get to know Lyn last week... =D And after knowing her.. I get to know a bit of the life of maid..I think they are very brave... They dare to come alone from their home to a foreign place to work... and the sad thing is... They had to be separated from their very own families.. and they really needed the job... My mum told me that if people rejected them, they will suffer more... She say if they were left at the agency, they will own the agency more money.. Then they will not be able to earn enough for their families, or not even able to go back to see their families...hmmm...i realised how lucky i am.. cause i do not need to bear the pain to be separated from my family...hmm.. I can say Lyn is very nice to my little nephew.. hee hee.. =D so still ok if she was to look after him... haha.. I think she is a very nice person... =) But I heard from my sister.. they may reject her and hire a better maid... haix..how much i wish that will not happen.. if not wonder what will happen to her...hmm.. life is always unpredictable... when u realise u have been accepted, you have to face rejection again... awwwx... I don't know what am I typing now...maybe i am too tired..haha... I didn't prepare much for tomorrow re exam... hmm.. gtg now... hope everything gonna turn out fine.. hahaa... =D

oh ya.. changed my blogskin.. haha.. =D its a teddy now... =p
mad was here b4...
=x

~Council December Camp!~

2005-12-21T20:50:00.000+08:00

woooHOOO! so fast.. our council december 2005 camp had ended! It started on 19th December and ended today 21st december.. =D It was fun! I enjoyed myself alot.. but it was super tiring too...! =X

The first day was a long and serious matters one. We had some games in the morning, the discussed about serious stuffs for the whole day... =D So the first day nothing much happened.. The rest of the councillors went home except the EXCOs... because we had to settle some stuffs... So we stayed overnight... It was very fun.. =D hahaha...

The second day was very very fun! We went water rafting!! We discovered alot of secrets too.. hahahahhaha... =D The process of building a raft is really difficult... Then we think of all ways to transport our members to another side.. Then we rebuild and replan.. and finally during the race... all the members in my group managed to board the raft and we managed to be the 3rd... hahaha.. =D It really helps me to learn alot of things... and it really helps alot in teambuilding... haha... =D It was soooooooo FUN! The instructors were very good... They bought lunch, dinner and supper for us... =DThen at night we had our level performance, friendship dance and confidence walk... =D It was very fun too...
That was roughly about the 2nd day... =)

The last day... we went for Incredirace and beach activities... I guessed everyone enjoyed themselves alot too... haha... =D
I couldn't blogged much now... cause my eyes are only 1 quarter open... haha... yep.. so i think i better go rest now.. good nite ppl! I really enjoyed myself.. hahahah... =D

mad was here b4... =)

~TM~

2005-12-18T21:18:00.000+08:00

hmm.. today i went TM alone in the afternoon.. haha.. went to return boooks to the library.. haha.. and books that I have not read finish or never even touch as usual.. =( feel so disappointed with myself.. haha...=p I don't know how to use one type of the machines in the library... the one which u can check your loans of books... I prefer the old machine... haha.. cause at least i know how to use.. the new one.. kind of make me confused and blur.. =X until now I still don't know how to use.. haha.. how stupid i am... wahahaha... then I went to TM... heehee.. go popular to buy my new file for my A maths... Cause the E&A maths file is like SOOOOO packed.. haha.. I scared the file may burst one day... haha.. =D so decided to separate both maths... =D and finally bought my chinese textbooks... hees... saw a mini rock band performance in YAMAHA music school... soooo cool.... it attract a crowd there... haha.. =) Then walk around TM for a while... hees... I went to the Big Christmas Tree at the open field near TM too... =) I saw a TSUNAMI corner... it got lots of photo about last year 26th december TSUNAMI in Asia... so went to take a look... somehow it seems to brought back alot of memories.... and suddenly I was filled with sooo much feelings while looking at all the photos.. maybe one day others should go and take a look too.. although it is kind of small place.. hees..=)
Then 2 nice ladies came to me.. and ask me about things regarding volunteering and they showed me a list of organisations where I could volunteer... =) hees... soo happy.. so i just filled in the form.. and they ask me to wait for the call.. hahaha... =D hmmms.... it was kind of fun.. haha.. I still love tampines more.. especially TM.. bwahaha.. =D it wasn't that lonely to go out alone too.. haha... =D

mad was here b4... =)
smile smile smile smile!

~wahahahahha~

2005-12-16T23:54:00.000+08:00

Today went bugis with Hy, Sam, Michelle, Shermaine and meet Royce and Chee Yang after that... =D heehee... We went bugis to buy books and some camp stuffs... haha.. feeel soo bad... haha.. kind of wasted their time walking around bugis to look for light sticks.. the end never buy... and Today was my first time trying the beard pa pa cream puff... wahahah... thanks to michelle... but i still cannot rememeber much about the producer of the cream puff... wahahaha... I kind of think that my memory is getting worst... soooo scared... haha.. then after that went shopping at bugis... hee hee... =D quite fun... Can't rememeber still got what more to type... hees.. oh ya.. bought my 'ah ma' ivan's present too... hees... Finally!!
ah ma.. u gonna recieved your present very very very soon... wahahahaha... =D

mad was here b4.. cya!! =D

~face the wall and reflect~

2005-12-09T20:20:00.000+08:00

I have been pondering with this question for very long.. haha.. I have always asked myself with this question.. 'what is my goal in life?' Many people say.. everyone should have a goal in life.. Because without a goal in life.. we wouldn't have know where are we moving towards and our life will have no meaning.. I guess that is true.. Hmm.. so what is my goal in life? hahaha... to become a house-wife? or to become a musician? or a doctor? or a vet? hahaha.. come to think of it.. I don't really have a goal in life.. I only remembered the promise which i made to myself when i was young.. haha.. which is to help as many people as i can... haha.. hmm.. and come to think of it.. I have not done anything towards that promise.. haha.. Which means, in conclusion.. I guess I had wasted 15 years of my life.. Wonder if i am going to wake up now and start fulfilling this promise.. haha.. I just recalled about this, thats y decided to post it...haha.. it can also help to warn myself that I had wasted 15 years of my life...
hahahaha... I am really a WEIRDO... bwahaha... =p
mad was here b4..

~hahahahaha~

2005-12-08T20:30:00.000+08:00

Past few days alot of things happened.. haha.. went shopping with my sis and mum.. I realised bugis got more places for shopping.. haha.. and don't know why.. the place gave me a feeling of I am not at Singapore.. hahaha.. =D It was fun.. Cause bought alot of things... actually mostly for my nephew.. haha.. but it was great! =D Then Monday and Tuesday had chalet! And the chalet was all my great friends in council.. hahaha.. =) Yep.. it was fun.. although the time was short.. but it was fun.. hmm.. haha.. all the details are greatly typed out by michelle in her blog.. hees... i was kind of lazy to type too.. but I jus want to type out for me to remeber the dates.. 5th and 6th of december.. it was fun! my first ever chalet with my great friends.. =) my memory wasn't good.. so this blog helps me to remeber stuffs too... =) hees..

mad was here b4 =)

~fun~

2005-12-03T00:14:00.000+08:00

Ooooh Yeah!~ The day that I had been looking forward and waiting for... =) Is the choir OUTING at Sentosa Palawan Beach!!!! YEAH!!~
Woke up early in the morning at 7 plus to prepare the stuffs, then went to tampines mrt station to meet the rest... After 20 plus people came, we set off to SENTOSA!!! woah!! Reach Sentosa at 10 plus.. set up the mat and played the first game.. haha.. Although the games we played before.. but i still think it was fun!! =D hees... Then I was the 4th person who got out of the game and being throw into the sea for forfeit! hahaha... soooo fun! That was my 2nd time when I went to Sentosa, haha... first time was council camp, 2nd time choir! hees.. both my favourites... =) And it was my first time going into the sea... hahaha... soooooo happy and fun.. all of us brought alot of food.. hmm.. or to say TIBITS... hees... but there is bee hoon, pizza and chicken drumsticks too.. hahaha... Then we played alot of games, pushing each other into the sea and trying to swim in the sea.. haha... especially people like me who can't swim.. =( wahahaha... I guess the most fun was the rides, the LUGE rides... wonder whether I got spelt correctly... It was really scary when taking the chairlift and going up... Cause I was sooooo afraid of heights.. Then I was screaming like mad with shermaine... wahahaha... The whole trip, I guess almost 3/4 of the trip I closed my eyes and scream.. haha... But the 2nd time wasn't that bad... Cause I wanted to overcome my phobia for heights which I failed too... hahaha... =X The LUGE rides was fun... but... hmm... the first time when I took the rides, I couldn't get hold on how to control the car n brakes properly... As a result when I was going down slope and turning, I suddenly forgot to turn which direction, in the end I hit the sides of the road and fell off the car.... -_- wahahaha... lucky I didn't bleed... only a bit scratch.. But is fine now after washing my hands in the sea... WAHAHAHA... salt water does help... Maybe next time when there is a wound, should try rubbing salt into it... maybe It does get better... =D heees... the 2nd time ride was better... Cause I manage to control and drive slower... bwahahaha... nothing happens this time.. =p Then went back to palawan beach... went into the sea for a while, then changed... =)
After the whole SENTOSA outing, we went to suntec city for dinner... Walk a very long long distance... my feets are soooo painful... bwahaha... Had dinner, played arcade.. then went home... TODAY was sooooooooo FUN!!
I WANT ANOTHER OUTING... haha... =D
I LOVE SENTOSA!!!
I LOVE THE BEACH AND THE CLEAR SEAWATER!
arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!
hees... =)Thanks Darius for organising and the whole choir for making it soooo fun... =)
la la la... is time to sleep.. good night people... =)
[i am really mad at this moment... bwahaha.. =D]
mad was here b4...

~tired tired.. haha...~

2005-11-26T15:09:00.000+08:00

Something weird happen today... I missed my alarm clock... and it was 3 alarms.. so the end I overslept, and only wake up when dear Jane's call me at 8 am which is the time I supposed to meet them at tampines mrt station... o_O I got so shocked and faster grab all my stuffs, changed and took a taxi to Kallang Mrt Station to try to catch their train.. haha.. and yep.. I managed to caught the same train as them... haha... =D Then went to Bishan Junction 8.. They ate macdonalds breakfast while I watched them eat... haha.. wasn't feeling hungry and I rarely eat before I sing.. haha.. cause I will not be able to sing out... hees... The choir sounded good today.. Soooo happy!! I was sooooo glad.. because I was so engrosed in the music.. haha... the feeling is so different.. I sang my heart out.. haha... sooo happy.. really enjoy the singing today!!! So so sad that there is no christmas carolling... =( oH ya.. the dance performance and band performance were great too!! Can't really believe that Benny conduct the band.. haha.. But he was great! I think he is good in conducting.. haha he seems different now.. haha.. =) Then went to look around the stalls... supported Diana's stall as promised... =) hees... Jia You people!! =D kkz...i gtg now.. my brother wants to use com... so happy today! =D But I was very very tired... so didn't speak much after that.. =)

mad was here b4...

~25th anniversary~

2005-11-25T22:40:00.000+08:00

Went to school early in the morning to witness the ceremony.. Kind of fun.. haha.. Cause we were in almost all the photos... haha... so funny... =D Then went out with some councillors... Didn't make it for choir, cause we got council duty... =( To me I was kind of sad... cause it was the last practice... I don't know why.. But I am trying to cherish everything around me.. Come to think of I only left half a year in choir, I jus wish to cherish every practice...so i missed today practice.. and come to realise that very very few people went for choir.. kind of disappointed..and the teachers were all very angry... Stand in their view.. actually is understood why they were angry...Come to think of it... I can't believe what will happen when the 2006 sec 4s standdown... the choir will have so few people... =( I hope many sec 1s will join choir... And I will certainly missed choir.. I want to go for christmas carolling!! =(
Ok.. then went to Laguna for 25th anniversary dinner duty... haha...We prepared the things needed.. and it was so beautiful decorated with helium balloons... I love the balloons alot...I wanted to take one.. But the end never... =( I miss the childhood when I can carry helium balloons everywhere I go... Now I jus want to grab all the helium balloons and let them fly in the sky.. haha... so beautiful... =) One thing that make me sad was that I screwed up the presentation of token of appreciation to the guest of honour... and ya.. The Guest Of Honour! Haix... I was so so so so sad.. nvm... shall not type much about that... no one will knows how disappointed I am with myself at the moment anyway... ='( Then do the 1st dish serving.. It was organised and great! =) But my right hand was totally numb after that... I could not move my right hand.. The plate was so so so heavy... I finally understand how waiters and waitress feels when they have to serve so many dishes... Then I took the 1st bus at 8 plus back... while the guys have to wait till 11 plus... How much I wished to wait till 11 plus to witness the TAG performance... But I couldn't... Cause I am afraid my parents will get very angry... =X But I am sure the TAG performance was great... =D hees...oh ya! Today I was kind of happy.. Cause I wave hi or smile to some people that I know but rarely say hi to them... hees... and they return with a smile or hi... haha.. I was soooo happy.. Cause I was kind of shock.. I was afraid they may ignore me... hees... =) kkx.. from now onwards... I will continue saying hi to alot of people that I know.. Cause I don't want to regret anything if i graduates.. and probably because of the graduation night 2005 passed so fast, I had decided to cherish everything now... =) especially my dear friends and teachers and all... =) kkx.. i gtg le.. gtg slp... have to wake up super early tomorrow.. hee hee... =D

mad was here b4... =)

~graduation night of 2005~

2005-11-24T09:45:00.000+08:00

I was so happy!!! the Graduation Night of 2005-Constellatia was a success!!! I am so glad to see the happy faces of many graduates.=) Everything went out fine yesterday, although the serving of food maybe a mess and the caterer problems, other than that, everything is fine... =) SOOOO HAPPY!! finally is over... =') Thanks to the councillors for deco and the poor people who are serving the food and also many many councillors who helped in the programme stuffs! =) Yeah!! It was a great day yesterday.... I hoped all the graduates enjoyed it!! It is hard to describe those feelings for seeing all the hardwork we had done for months to be a successful one.. and I will miss alot of the graduates... Alot.... =') Oh ya!! The AV crew was great too!! haha... thanks for their great lightings and cooperation! they were GREAT! =D

mad was here b4...

~=s~

2005-11-22T20:55:00.000+08:00

hmmx... tomorrow is grad nite... hope everything go out fine... =x hope the sec 4s enjoy themselves... awwx... I am sooo worried... =S
Last night I had a bad bad nightmare... Really so frightening... It wakes me up crying... ='( Hope it won't come true... But it also make me realise something... Cherish the things around me... What a weird dream....hmmx... don't know what to type le...

cyaz... mad was here b4...

~so tired~

2005-11-18T18:59:00.000+08:00

Emmz... this whole week has been quite tiring... Whole week no lessons but went back school for graduation night stuffs... Help in the deco, the programmes stuffs.. food tasting and all... oh ya.. choir too... =x so so tiring... But still ok... cause next week is gonna be grad nite.. I am so so worried about it... I am going to perform on graduation night too... I am so super scared... Let's pray hard that everything will go fine.. =) And I guess it will.. Cause everyone put in lots of effort... and is really really alot!
Today went to school for grad nite stuffs in the morning and choir in the afternoon.. I am so happy... Cause there is going to be a choir outing on 2nd dec... I wished I can make it... =) and I wished alot alot of choir members will go... =) hees...Don't know why I seems to love choir alot alot now... I love listening to the choir recording... haha.. so nice...=) Mayb I am starting to learn to cherish the things around me... Cause next year standdown le.. I don't wish to stand down with regrets.. haha... =) But choir is the one that worries us the most... Let's hope next year... everything will be fine... =) wahaha... this holidays is so busy for me... bwahaha... ok.. I shall stop my complains and stuffs... wahaha...

mad was here b4.. =)

~i feel so stuffed up~

2005-11-15T19:18:00.000+08:00

I knew more about myself today.. One is my english is really broken... =X my sentence structuring is failing... or I had already failed... with the english teacher comments... And another thing is i simply not a person who can argue with anyone... I am so stuffed up with emotions at the moment... One day I will die of suffocation... and is suffocation with emotions...or i will probably go mad jus like my nick... arrrh!

i wanna go sleep now...
haix...erase my memory~
mad was here b4...

~council chalet!~

2005-11-13T09:55:00.000+08:00

hees... yesterday was council chalet... We went to send Sam off at 3 plus... He is back at cambodia already... so sad.. ='( haha... But he will be back soon... =) Then I bought a long long magic candy.. Is in powder form.. Jane bought the purple stick while me, a pink stick....It was so long and have to pour the powder into the mouth... haha.. so fun! Then went to council chalet... Pass the long long stick magic candy around.. haha.. everyone have so much fun pouring the powder... hees... =D Then barbecue and play bluff... So many things... Then went for bowling... It was soooooo Fun!! Supposed to have more things to type.. But I kind of forgot le... But it was really a fun day for the councillors... Thanks Mr Ng for the chalet and Zailina for organising and preparing the food! =)

hees... oh ya... Happy Birthday Geraldine!
mad was here b4... =)

~la la la~

2005-11-12T09:42:00.000+08:00

This week was kind of busy... haha.. =D have remedials for whole week, chem and physics.. But I was glad that it kind of help.. Then have choir practices...quite fun and the songs were nice.. =) hees... I was so happy too... cause it was my first time carrying my nephew in my hands and try feeding him milk... wahaha.. Although the way i carry him seems to be wrong.. But he was still sleeping and drinking the milk... haha.. =D

Emm...I always wonder if friendship will last... haha... I don't know.. I kind of confused with life... haha... so odd... It just seems to me that friendships don't really last... haha...It was like.. when you first know a person.. The two of you will be very good with one another... Very happy... Then after you know the person more and better.. You will get to see each other bad points... Then you will get to dislike the person bad points or disagree with each other.. This will be the time when the 2 persons face obstacles in friendship... This is where friendships will continue or not...or whether the friendship will last or not... If friends can't accept one another, no matter if it is each other good point or bad points... the friendship will jus get weaken and sooner or later, back to the first stage which is strangers. haha... I also don't really know about true friendship... Everybody have different opinions about friendship or many other things... and all these are my opinions only... The only thing I believe in friendship is that... In a friendship, we should have faith and trust with one another... We should accept each other in no matter who we are... emm... I am making myself confused again... =X haha... no matter what... Just rememeber... CHERISH you friends! hees... Because... It was so difficult for people from different places to meet and become friends...so cherish them... =) hees
Oooh... I also want to say sorry to chelle... sorry for not able to go with u to east coast that time... so sorry... And i am sure some of us can't make it have their reasons... And yep...my results wasn't good at the end of year exam... and I promise myself to work harder these holidays.. yep.. mayb i am a nerd... but what i promise myself I have to fulfill ar... =)hees....But I will try to go out with you whenever I can ok?? And I so hoping to go beach too... =) I want to go Sentosa... =)hees... kk...

mad was here b4... =)

~smile smile..~

2005-11-08T18:55:00.000+08:00

hees.. today early in the morning went to school for lessons.. The remedial lessons were so confusing.. Cause Mr Mubarak shift the lessons.. The end.. I went to attend mr mubarak's physic lessons and Mrs Tay's Chemistry lessons.. =) hees.. don't know why, I like the remedial lessons.. Cause it kind of help me alot to understand more about the various chapters.. =) Then.. I went for lunch with Michelle, Joash, Sam and Louis.. Went parkway.. haha... so fun.. then came back school by taxi.. were late for choir for like 10 mins.. haha.. I love today choir practice and I love choir more and more.. =) Today we learnt new song.. 'would u bring a song' It was a nice piece.. This song is so nice.. I love it! =) And when the whole choir combined and sing together.. It was GREAT! =D But was kind of sad.. Mrs loke rejected this song arranged by Darius.. =( Because she said it was more like a christian song.. therefore not very good for choir to sing and perform for others as we are not church choirs.. But the song is so nice.. =( But I was very very glad that I had a chance to learn this song before mrs loke can reject.. haha.. at least I know this song.. haha.. to me.. I dun really care where the songs or music is originated from or whoever sings it.. haha.. cause to me.. as long as the songs or music are nice and great and i appreciate it.. I will be very happy already.. haha... Choir songs are getting much more nicer... =) the japanese songs and all the carolling songs.. haha.. I can't wait for X'mas! I love X'mas although my family don't celebrate it.. but X'mas is such a happy festival.. I want to go carolling for the whole day or many days to many places in Singapore... chidren's home or even old folk's home.. haha.. I jus want to go carolling with the whole choir.. Cause this mayb my last chance to do so.. next year standdown le.. haha... =) It was fun today!

mad was here b4.. =)

~school open house~

2005-11-05T23:31:00.000+08:00

Today is our school open house.. I wake up early in the morning...haha... went to school for choir duty first.. but went for council meeting first.. haha... so glad that the camp change back to in school.. feel so sorry... cos i guess miss lim is trying her very best to change camp to outside school... But i guess.. is still not the time to change for the councillors... I think we are still not ready yet.. Then choir duty... it was outside avt with the other 3 aesthetics group... The Dance Performance is nice... =) so do the band and CO... =) and of course not forgetting choir.. although I think we sang abit off... but i wass still quite happy... =) cos the parents seems satisfied.. haha...=p Then... went to eat lunch in needlework room... After lunch, the start of council duty... Went to stand at the foyer.. cause have to usher the parents... I was so happy to usher.. cause I LOVE ushering... haha.. I just don't know why.. Maybe from sec 1 till now... I had been doing ushering duty.. haha... =D Then brought the parents around.. show them the places around the school... the various CCAs and stuffs... haha... Finally everything ended at around 4 plus... Then went for dinner... kind of sad.. only like 4 people.. den later meet Han Yang.. so become 5 people only.. I guess the rest all too tired to come out.. haha... =) Have a GOOD rest people! =)I was also very tired when I reach home.. haha... the legs like gonna break apart... have been standing like whole day, if not walking... haha... =X

emmz... so many things in my head nowadays...
mad was here b4...

~so many things to say, but i cant type~

2005-11-03T22:13:00.000+08:00

I wanted to post so many things about the past few days.. But don't know why, i don't have the mood to blog or type out the stuffs, or i am too lazy to do so.. that's why now I got so many things to type, but i forgotten or I can't type it out.. I don't know why... It is so weird.. Now the happiest thing in my life is to see my newphew grow day by day.. and to see him smile when I talk to him soflty into his ear.. These are the most happiest things in my life now.. =) kkx.. I better go before I got whack by my brother.. haha.. he wants to use com.. and I had been using for like 6 hours.. not all playing of course.. For alot alot of things.. =p

mad was here b4..
I don't know how to be a good fren... =(

~=)~

2005-10-31T22:06:00.000+08:00

emmmz.... today early in the morning went to school for choir... =) We perform for the israelis ppl... =) I was kind of happy... cause they seems to be very attentive... haha.. I guess we were rushing.. but i think we sound all right.. =)SOOOO happy... hees...Choir was greaT! I know we can do it~ ahaha... =D yep... After choir.. went for physics remedial.. Licia, Zhu Yin and me were late... and the teacher was Mr Eng.. haha... kind of shock when he didn't ask why we were late or scold us.. =p heehee... I managed to be very attentive during the whole lessons.. and after the lessons I think I am more familiar with the topics...=) hee hee... Then at night went to watch one of the movie that I have been waiting for!! hee hee... =) 'Zhai Shuo Yi Ci Wo Ai Ni'! [ALL about LOVE] It was great! It was as interesting, as romantic, as touching as great as i thought it will be... =p So touching.. so romantic... It was a great movie... soooooo nice... kkx... it was a great day for me... bwahaha... =D

mad was here b4...
Zhai Shuo Yi Ci Wo Ai Ni**
[the old couple that love one another sooo much....]

~haha~

2005-10-30T21:28:00.000+08:00

Hees.. I so happy... Cause my nephew is staying with me for the moment.. Watching a baby grow and changes day by day is such a great blessing..=D He is so Cute!

Emmz... tomorrow I will have to go back to school for lessons... and for the next 2 weeks... haha... Come to think of it... I think it will be fine... Cause with teachers teaching and tests given.. I think it is good... =) I will make sure I pay very attentive to the lesson.. Tommorrow choir gonna perform too.. Kind of sad to see so few people going to perform tommorrow as a choir... I felt so sad and worried... What will happen next year? Emm... However, I believe our hardwork and efforts will not be wasted.. So I am sure.. choir will still stay on... =) Jia You everyone for tommorrow... Oh ya.. the higher chinese students will be taking o'level chinese exam tommorow.. GOOD LUCK guys! U all can make it!! =)

Oh! I changed my specs... to frameless... I think I looked weird... haha..But is all right.. I will get used to it no matter what people say about it.. haha.. Cause it is gonna be part of my life... hee hee.... so yep... No matter how ugly it looks on my face... haha... Is still my specs... I will accept it... hee hee... And i hope i can do what I say... ahaha.... =p

Yeah! I want to watch the movie 'all about love' and 'harry potter'!! hees... =)

mad was here b4...=)

~bleahx~

2005-10-28T20:04:00.000+08:00

Ok... the heritage race is over... Is such a long day for us that day... haha... and some teams missed their lunch.... It is so tiring... But i think I was quite lucky to stationed near alot of other stations... Afterall... I guess I love council one more.. hees... But it let me to get to know one more sec 1 councillor and know more about some other people... haha... =)

Emmz.. today is another long day.. HaHa... =X Started the day with Mrs Ouyang farewell...It was kind of sad and touching... I saw her cried in the car... I can see how much she can't bear to leave the school.. I was so touched... ='( But managed to hold back.. haha... =X But really sad to see her leaving... Have been seeing her as Temasek Principal for 3 years... But afterall.. That's life... she has to go for better places and stuffs.. So i was quite happy for her... She's going for principal post at another school.. =) I think I wil miss her.... haha... Yep.. Then do spring cleaning for council room.... Today realised how many materials there are kept in council room... I didn't realised we had that much stuffs... o_o haha... Then got back report cards... My results fall like so badly... so different from last time... I really got to buke up... haha...=X Then got choir.. finished learning the japanese song and christmas song.. I was so happy... Cause.. both the songs are quite NICE! =) hees.... Today was quite fun... afterall... haha.. =)

~I am SOOOOOOO happy!~

2005-10-25T22:35:00.000+08:00

Upcoming event : Israeli amazing race
This amazing race is so much different from what councillors had planned before. So many places we had never go before. And this time it wasn't planned by the students, but the teachers. We were asked to carry out along with the help of some PSLs. Can see that many people were unhappy with this amazing race. I wasn't really happy too. Cause it was kind of last minute and we don't really know what to do. The worst is that all the places are so far far away or places that many people do not know at all which caused alot of troubles to the transport for us.But it may be a good thing too. It will let us know the places that we don't know before. Yep. Many are quite unhappy with their jobs for various reasons. But I think no matter what it is. We will have to try and accept whatever duty we are given. That's what the chicken game is about when we played that time. We are supposed to accept whatever duty we are given no matter how bad it is. We can only try to do our best at least like that we won't be that unhappy? And even if we continue to be unhappy, the organiser will be in very deep trouble too. They are so much worst than us if we refuse to accept our duty. And I experience that before, so I understand how the organiser will feel. I just hope, before we do anything, we got to stand in the shoes of other people and think sometimes. Because in alot of situations, we may not seem as bad or worst as what we thought we were. I type out this, because I don't want to see any organisers to feel or experience what I had feel before. And this thing is like clinging onto my head. It also serves as a reminder for me so that I won't ever try to reject any duties but be happy with what it is. So that life will be much easier for all. It can also help to train up my resilience to face different duties. =X hahaha....

OK! now the BIG and happy and GLAD and grateful thing!
on today, 25th of October Tuesday, I am officaly an auntie! hee hee... =D
My elder sister had give birth to a new born little boy, my nephew. =)
I was so excited and anxious and worry today. haha.... I want to thank the choir members[ michelle, shermaine, zhu yin, hui wen, licia and yuan li *hope i did not miss out any* ] as well as miss soh. If they never let me off from choir today, I won't be able to have a ease of mind to go and visit my sister at hospital and my new born nephew! I was so happy. When I saw my sister and my newphew, I felt a sence of happiness and gratefulness. =) I felt so grateful that both of them are safe and sound. I felt so happy because there is a new member in my family. When I saw the small little nephew sleeping, I was so excited! haha... Suddenly I felt how precious life is. And when I saw the video clip of my sister hard effort and painful times, I felt so touched and realise how hard my mum was, last time. I realise how much a mother had suffered. I realise how much we should cherish life and the ones around us, especially our mothers. Because It was them who painfully and persist on bringing us to the world. How strong our mothers can be. =)
I am so thankful that both of them are safe and sound... =)

mad was here b4...
felt so touched
life is precious, cherish it... =)

~so many things...~

2005-10-24T20:25:00.000+08:00

Yep...today was a long long day for me... =( haha..
early in the morning went to school to make some cards thingg...
yep... it was our school moderation day... we were supposed to be no need to go to school.. but... yep... got no choice... sometimes... we really got no choice but to go back to school while the rest are enjoying their holidays... that is going to happen to us again on wednesday when it is supposed to be our full day off... some people may ask why must we go back for meetings when it was supposed to be our holidays... I can only say... because we are councillors? because we have important things that we really got to settled? If not... who will wish to go back when we can enjoy our holidays?? Wasn't it supposed to be what we councillors got to do?? Sometimes we really got no choice... so can only learn to make do with things... some people really need our help... thats why we are there for... so can only try to not grumble much... but make do with it... =x
After making the cards thingg... we went for lunch... for like 2 hours? when we had another meetingat 2pm... we oonly reach there at 3 plus going 4... thats why the meeting only start at 4pm... I felt very very sorry to some of them.. Sorry Melissa, xiao yan and jefferson and some others that I made them wait for 2 hours... I am really sorry... so sorry... and some of them... like michelle and nani... sorry for making you guys go for the meeting for nothing... yep.. I can only say my planning and stuff is a mess and i never think with my brain... that's y wasted u guys time... I am so sorry... So the end the meeting ended like 6 plus...went home very late... But today I was so glad to see some contribution by the councillors in the Happy Toilet thingg... It was really beautiful.. u guys were great... =) hees...
and to the people again... I am truly sorry... Very sorry....

So sorry...
mad was here b4...

~life~

2005-10-23T17:51:00.000+08:00

Yep... after a sleep is a new beginning... yep... I am fine now... thats what life is about... fall and pick yourself up again...hees... wasn't really very upset with my results.. just disappointed... but will try better for sure... hees... yep.. thanks to all my great friends encouragement... life is so much better with the encouragements between people... =) I am so going to do alot of things during holidays... and hope I really can do everything i want during the holidays and not forgeting studies... =) hees... so happy that my sister came home for these few days... don't know.. haha.. ever since she got married and stayed at another home... I had always missed her... and forever looking forward in seeing her again.. haha... yep... that's what people always say... U never learn to cherish things until u lost it... still remember last time when she was at home... we didn't talk much... cause she is at work.. and when she came home.. I was asleep.. haha... But we did quarrel somehow and sometimes... but for me... my relationships with my siblings just seems to get stronger through quarrels... haha... weird.. but no matter what it is... family is always the one that is very forgiven to whatever u do.. haha... so all those quarrels didn't really spoilt our relationships... I just love my family...the feeling of missing someone can be a very happy and lucky one too...

mad was here b4...=)

~i dun noe what to say~

2005-10-21T19:14:00.000+08:00

This Final Year Exam is really a very big blow to a lot of sec 3s.... I am one of them too.. But for some is really very bad.... Haix... how much I hope to help them... But they have to help themselves first.... I am very disappointed with myself... and I told myself to cheer up... and do better next time... I am going to throw myself into the piles of books during the holidays.. and also do other things during the holidays....

Today I had choir practice... I was very happy... cos Jane and Farzira join choir today! Our choir had 2 more people.... so happy... =) I hoped they enjoyed themselves.... Today choir was taught by my assistant instructor... he taught us some weird but interesting and great warm-ups... =) Then we learnt new songs.... all the songs are nice... I so happy.... somemore got japanese song..... how nice..... I love the X'mas song... so nice.... =) I will be waiting for more new and nice X'mas songs.... X'mas songs are always nice.... =D hees....

ok... now the sad thing..... This thing totally upset me alot.... I am even more disappointed now....very very upset... went home today... and ya... I showed my parents my results.... and their mood changed... their expression changed.... cos I failed 3 subjects and except for chinese 72, the rest all 50 plus... They were super disappointed... they scolded me... asked me to reflect... I am ok for the scoldings.... cause I know I didn't do my very best although I tried alot... and I slack alot too... So i didn't blame them... it was right for them to scold me...and I know they were super super disappointed.... and of course I was too.... That was my worst results I ever had...and I hope it will be the last time.. I was prepared for their scoldings.... but i never thought that my dad would say this....:' can u retained? go ask ur principal to retain u in sec 3.... or ask to drop to NA' I was so shocked to hear that....and i was so utterly disappointed and upset.... Many people tried to prevent being retain and he ask me to be retain... I know his reasons mayb he don't want me to go sec 4 and suffer more.... but i was just so upset... I promised myself to strive my best during the holidays... and spent at least 80% of my time in my studies.... But... haix.... and my mother said is all because of my activities... CCA and council... ='( is all my own fault... nothing to do with the activities.... If I managed my time well... all these wouldn't happen...
What should I do now? What should I say? I can't blame them... like what people say... parents always think good for their children... But... I am jus so upset... Haix... nothing more to say.... I will be fine soon.... yep... soon... after a sleep everything is gonna be different....

It will be a new day tomorrow....
Mad was here b4....
utterly upset at this moment...
i need my guardian angel... ='(

~* =X *~

2005-10-20T20:15:00.000+08:00

My results are bad... so bad this time... =X forget about it... I promise myself to strive my best next time... and i promise myself to put in alot of time during the holidays and make a good foundation for my sec 3 work... =)

Emmx... today I was thinking and thinking... how much I wish all of us can learn to spare a thought for one another...Haix.... cause so many misunderstandings happen when one never try to stand and look from the point of view of another person...and so much unhappiness is cause.... awwwx.... life seems so complex... =X I guess I am still confused with life... I don't know what is my point of view towards life... I don't know what a kind of person is me.... I don't know my future... I don't know anything... seems like i am so useless... and it shows that I had no plans for anything and is just wasting my time through the whole life... What exactly is me doing??! Maybe I did have some plans but i really can't rememeber...I can't imagine what will happen to me in the future... I am so confused with life now... just taking a step at a time... =x

I am so confused...I am also learning to spare a thought for people...
Is time for me to shut up and observe everything around me... maybe through that i will understand life better....

mad was here b4....
=S

~WooHoO... A sleep is Good...~

2005-10-19T20:25:00.000+08:00

yep yep.... a rest is good for a person if u are feeling unwell... yep yep.... Had a great rest yesterday.... So today morning wake up... I felt so much better.... no more headaches and aches everywhere and no more fever... Felt as if I wasn't feeling unwell yesterday.... so happy... =) but still have blocked nose and ear and sore throat.... haha... Guess these are what that cannot disappear in a night time... hahaha.... =P today nothing much...Got back papers.... =X didn't want to say much cause I realli score very very bad for it... hahaha.... But so happy... Cause next week only need to go school for 3 days.... =) Choir is resuming on friday.... I so happy.... and Jane joining choir!! Yeah!! What a great news... choir gonna have one more person... =) Welcome Jane! =)

kkx.... gtg....
mad was here b4....
cuddling my teddy... =p

~post exams activities=sec3 resillience challenge=~

2005-10-18T17:04:00.000+08:00

awwwx.... yesterday slept for 10 hours... and is 10 HOURS!! o_o so shocking... i slept from 7 pm to next day 5 am... OMG... tats so long.... Haix.. cos yesterday i was freezing, headache and had a running nose that got blocked sometimes... =X GaGaGaz..... =(
Luckily today still can come school... but with a blocked nose, blocked ear and slight headache... o_ohaha...bleahx.... Today some of the councillors including me will be helping the sports captains in resilience challenge...while the rest of the sec 3 councillors went for the 2nd day of sec 1 camp... The resilience challenge went out all fine i guess... For my station, it was the 'ENDURE' haha... quite fun.. It is really testing team's resilience....I was so proud of the teams from my class... One team has quite a high record... 2 mins 17 secs... while the other team...they got 1 min 41 secs.... However this team tried very hard... they are very strong with the jian chi dao di spirit... GOOD! haha... the other team oso not bad.... they are girls... so can't blame if they can't withstand long... but they oso score very well compared to other teams tat compete with them... they are 1st!! This shows our class girls spirit!! GOOD!! 3R!! continue with ur resilience spirit.. haha... =) Other teams also very very good... the highest was 2 mins 32sec... so coolz... =)It was a very fun station. HaHaz... everyone seems so wet... except me... =P cos i was feeling sick so had excuse for not getting wet... =) bleahx...Then collect all the scores and total up the points... =) Pack up council room and left school le... Didn't stay long... cos not feeling well... =( When I left I guess sec 1 camp haven't finish... Poor facilitators and station masters... Must JIA YOU! cos last day le... I hope everyone enjoy the post-exams activities... hees....
Bleahx... after 2 days of post exams activities... it was so tired.... =x

wonder when my nose will take a rest....
mad was here b4.... =P

~post exams activities =sec3 amazing race=~

2005-10-17T18:29:00.000+08:00

awwws.... it had been a real long day for me today... o_O
Today is post exams activities.... the student council planned an amazing race for the sec 3 and i was part of it... so early in the morning went to school to prepare the stuffs....Then help Sam brief the councillors... Then let the councillors go to their various stations.... And me... went to esplanade... awwwx... sat there and stare at one of the door waiting for sec 3s to come... then asked them to blow 25 balloons... they look so cute carrying balloons.... so nice to have so many balloons tied around them... haha... very colourful and beautiful... =) Then jus sit and wait and stare at the balloons... kind of bored... but still ok.. cos i got aisah and elaine... =) heehee... Then... left the station at 11 plus to go back school to help in preparation for the ending... I guess afterall.. the amazing race was a SUCCESS... =) so happy!! hahaha.... =D but so tired...

I like a walking zombie when I was coming home... hope i did not scared anyone.... haha... I jus feel like lying onto my bed and sleep all through... But got to prepared for tommorrow resilience challenge stuff for the sec 3s again.... bleahx.... =X

kkx... gtg... i wan to lie on my bed and cuddle the teddies on my bed.....
teddies!!...... hug hug....
mad was here b4...

~happie birthday royce~

2005-10-15T19:13:00.000+08:00

Early in the morning went to school for a meeting regarding tuesday post exam activities for the sec 3s... it was a saturday morning... and had to go back to school...kind of sad to start the sat with meeting... =x then finish the meeting like 12 plus... went to orchard to meet LAMERS family, but E and S never come... which is kind of sad again...and as well as KS,HY and Ivan...had our lunch... we are celebrating royce birthday.... but seems like we didn't spend time together much... only few hours...but i guess royce had enjoy herself... and meeting her another group of friends... she will spend her saturday more worthwhile celebrating with so many of her friends... happie birthday royce.. hope u enjoy ur day as much as u could... all the best for everything.. =) U had been a great R in the lamers family... and u are a GREAT friend... stay pretty and continue shining and continue being ur star...
then i left them at 3 plus... went to bugis to look for my sister... she was busy... but after waiting for a while... then manage to talk to her... she passed me some things... chat for a while.. then i left le... went to TM and bought some stuffs... then went home...on the way home.. i saw a few children... they were all so young... they were dancing and playing about...although many people were looking at them... but they just continue playing and have fun by themselves...suddenly i was thinking... how innoncent children were....they simply wouldn't care who are looking at them... staring at them... how humans think of them... they wouldn't care... they will jus live in the world of themselves... so carefree...so happy... so no worries... how innoncent they are... sometimes i realli hope i have never grow up... so that i can always hide in my mum's arms... so that i will not need to take up worries and take up many responsibilities by myself... but in this world... who will not grow up? who can be hiding in their mum's arms forever? no one...! we had to learn to accept whatever it is... face whatever things... go through the stages of life to make us stronger... different... it's time for us to grow up and be the pillars for the children...and not the children of the pillars....life may seem as complex... but it can be simple too.... it all depends on how one think and want the life to be....

how much i miss my children days.....
mad was here b4.....

~exams over....~

2005-10-14T19:26:00.000+08:00

finally....the final year exam is over.....can rest a bit le.... but now busy with post exams activities planning.... =( nvm... will soon be over after monday and tuesday....I only wish everyone will enjoy... cos it was alot of work for organisers....pls no matter what... try to have fun...=)

ok... today was a long day for me.. had my last chinese paper 3... den went to various stations for the amazing race... its quite tiring to walk here and there... haha... emm... nothing much to say about these....Then went home... i saw a pitiful dog below my house.... it was barking so pitiful and so loudly.... i feel so bad.... =( I wanted to help it... but like no courage to help it... ='( what to say about myself? Because of this i was kind of upset.... am i realli crazy to be saD about this? I dun noe... it jus sort of upset me... I guess alot of people will think i am crazy to be upset with such things... HaiX... don't noe how to say too... it jus affects me...don't noe what to say anymore....

at least exams are over...
i can relax abit oredi...
mad was here b4...

~i wonder.... emmx... ??~

2005-10-10T22:12:00.000+08:00

'No Time to Volunteer is Not an excuse'
I came about this sentence.. It led me to think and think for a very long time... I wonder if I had ever use the 2 words 'no time' and reject volunteering... Can't really remember... mayb I did... Or i never... It is so true...no time is totally not an excuse for not volunteering... I believed that if a person has the heart to do something , not only volunteering to help others who need help around u....but many other things, u will certainly make way for time to do the things u wanted to do...posting this entry is trying to remind me not to use no time as an excuse anymore...Yep... but i really cant denied from the fact that many people are real busy people... that they are already short of time for them while they made use of the whole 24 hours.... But i guess... they will still have some free time to do the things that they want...=) kkx.... gtg to continue revision on E maths... hohoho...

cyaz...
mad was here b4... =)

~Phewx.... oh yeah....~

2005-10-07T20:02:00.000+08:00

emmz... 3 days of exams.... 6 papers were over.... so happy... =D Although I guess my A maths and SS gonna be dead... hahaha... But still so glad that the burden of 6 papers are OVER... =D Kind of use to study and exams type of days... get to go home earlier... haha... so happy... =D Next week gonna be 5 days of exams... 3 more subjects to go... Can rest a bit le... at least there is only one paper per day... Phewx... =DWaiting and counting for the days to be over.... hahaha... kind of fun... =D kkx.... nothing much to tok abt this week... Jus a STUDY week... yeah!

mad was here b4...
stay smiling..... =)

~....i dun understand....~

2005-10-02T19:33:00.000+08:00

I spent my weekends studying this time... prepared for physics and biology already... Biology is killing me... Millions of stuffs to memorise... =( I tried to memorise... even though after everything.. my brain is still like BLANK.... But as long as i know I tried... can le... This time round.. There are far too many revision to finish... I guess I couldn't finish all... Jus hope for the best... I am trying to enjoy studying like MAD this time round...I really did try spend alot of my time on all the revision...awwwx....don't know... Guess i still can survive through this time round ba... haha... =X

Haix... I don't understand...Why whenever i want to talk to people... They are always not here.... sobz...Nvm... I will jus keep whatever things in the bottles in my heart.... Maybe thats my life... tomolo gonna be a better day.... after a sleep everything going to be fine again... yep... perfectly fine...

mad was here b4...

~dun get too stressed up.... ~

2005-09-24T12:18:00.000+08:00

la la la la la....~~

emmz... exams are coming......!!!
arrrrrrHHHHHH!!!

ok.... yep... is the busy period of life....everyone are stressed.....So many things cropped up... but never mind... everything settled i guess...People like so stressed and so many problems...How i wish i can help... but what i can do is just asking everyone to relax a bit... dun get too stressed up... emmz... =X Obviously I am doing nothing except saying the things over and over again... awwwz.... =X But what can i help ne?? stress is something... ppl added onto themselves... because they cant relax and think of wad to handle first.... I hope everyone wont get too stressed up at this point of time... u guys need rest too... relax k??

And rememeber... I am always here for all of u....
If need help, jus grab my ear and tell me...=)
u can pull my ear and scream into it too... heehee
All the best for finals!!
Lets jia you together...!!!
muahaha... =D

mad was here b4....

~SO happi and HYPER today... =)~

2005-09-17T22:29:00.000+08:00

arrrrrrrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhhhh!! I so hyper at the moment... nvr that hyper till realli siao le... hahahahhaa.... i am MAD... MAD MAD MAD... not the angry MAD... but the crazy MAD.... hahahahahaha.... yeah! yeah! yeah!!!

~relax~

emmz... today choir perform at SENTOSA!! first time going to SENTOSA musical fountain and perform there!! Isn't it great??? hahaha... we met in school at 2.30pm... board the bus and reach Sentosa... We did warm ups in the bus....so coolz... hahaha... reach there... did mike test... i can only say the mike is LOUSY!!! it made us sounded so soft... like little animals singing... =X sob sob... but i think at least we sounded better than MGS ba.... they consist of all girls... and fewer ppl than us... cant blame... but they can produce such quality sounds... is consider good... really... kind of impressed with their volume... =) Then we did our mike test... we sounded fine... =) except for some parts where we are always rushing... hahaha... and the sun is so hot.... all of us were sweating and singing... it was like after PE and u were singing in the sun.... so HOT!! u can see everyone sweating... haha... u can feel water dripping.... =X hahaha...we felt so bad... the MGS choir clapped for us while we were rehearsing... but we never even clapped for them... they are so nice... =) Then we went to BK to have our dinner... BK was the cheapest food stall there which is affordable for us... hee hee... =D Then went to change and meet to get ready for the performance... =x we were all so nervous... MGS got to sing first... They sang well... much better than during the rehearsal i guess... at least I could hear them now... haha... =D Then after them was us... the TEMASEK CHORALE.... i was so nervous... i could even hear my heart beating... the 'THUM THUM' sound of my heart... =X but i did wad my cousin told me... close your eyes... and remove all ur fear... When I stood on the stage... I felt better... I was much more confident... I was ready to entertain all the audience... I was prepared to sing all my best... =) the choir was READy!! =D And we did our 7 pieces quite well done... although not as good as when we rehearse jus now... But i believe everyone tried their best!! 3 cheers for TEMASEK CHORALE... =) During the performance... I actualli made lots of mistakes...bleahx... felt so bad... but afterall I guess was fine... we guys were so rushing.. haha.. But we ENJOYED ourselves... I did enjoy myself... I enjoy singing all the songs...so nice... =D After that...we stayed for a while to watch the musical fountain... It was my first time watching it... so happy... it was so BEAUTIFUL! I love the dolpin jumping out part.... so nice!! I love dolphins!!! they are such beautiful and friendly animals... =) dolphins are nice... the musical fountain is jus so amazing.... maybe It was my first time watching i guess... But i realli LOVE it!! hahaha... after the whole thing... I was so HYPER....!! SO SUPER HYPER!! Most of them was like so tired... But i was still so happy and hyper.. dun noe y... Jus keep singing around...And i guessed I shock alot ppl... Cos i was like so hyper till even myself oso cant recognised myself.. I am jus too hyper till I am no longer madeline.. hahaha.... so funni... think i shock alot of ppl.. hahaha..den after that... we alight at school bus stop... waited with michelle for her parents to fetch her... in the meantime.. I was still so hyper with shermaine and her... singing all the while.. den suddenly... me and shermaine saw something flew past the sky and drop from the sky... both of us were shocked... and start pointing at tat direction and scream.... We shock Michelle i guess... so sorry michelle... cos we were pointing somehow behind her back... If it was me... I will get a big shock too... Till now I still wondering wad was that thing which flew past the sky.. haha... anyway is late.. haha... Today is soooooooooo FUN!!

=P
mad was here b4...

~bored....finals exams coming~

2005-09-10T22:58:00.001+08:00

emm.. today... i tried to study e maths... but it seems like i wasn't concentrating at all... nothing seems to get in... I wanted to do some practice... but do halfway, will be running about in the house... =x so like nothing was done... =x awwx... I think is realli time for me to concentrate, put in all the effort... maybe I should photocopy my results and paste around the whole room of mine to make me feel guilty and make me be more motivated to study... maybe this helps... I shall go and photocopy tml... hees... =D I guess is time for me to stop coming online n updating my blog everyday till finals is over... =) I shall only come online during fri, sat and sun...n only come online if I realli got impt stuffs to finish... =) I hope this can help me too... I shall also learn to update my blog only once every week now... Maybe this helps too.. hee hee... =D It is really time for me to put in all my efforts...I hope I will really do all those that I had mentioned.... =)hees... My last time onlining before I plunged into study mode le... hahaha... =D

cyaz!
mad was here b4... =)

~bored....finals exams coming~

2005-09-10T22:58:00.000+08:00

~awwwz......~

2005-09-09T23:08:00.000+08:00

Today wake up super early for the Sungei Buloh Clean Up...It was fun.. the bus ride was 45 mins... But everyone was already quite bored... heehee... den reach there... very exciting... first time i walk in the swamps... very scary, wet n muddy. I didn't do much which make me feel so bad... I was oni screaming around and saying sorries to all the plant, animals or roots that i stepped n killed them... =X I don't mean it... But from this... I can see the teamwork of council... All of us move on as one and help each other... so touching... =')Shermaine was so great... she was like the guardian angel of me during the clean-up... she help me all the way... hahahaha... so funny... I like anytime will fall into the mud... while she was like so stable... she is so pro lo... heehee... =D It was a realli interesting n fun experience! then 45 mins ride back... many of us are too tired n slept on the bus... hees... =) After that, Michelle, Shermaine and Audrey all went home, while I went for lunch with other councillors.... Went to parkway parade for lunch... then bought present n cake for lee wei... It was his birthday! as well as hiangling birthday! Happy Birthday to the 2 of u! =)Den exco meeting.... very long meeting... ended like 5.45 pm... =x went to meet audrey, michelle and 'ye ye' n 'pa pa'... Hoping to see 'pa pa' cos today will be the last day seeing him.... and after that, he will go for his 2 years chalet... =( However, reach orchard, did not see him at all... =( He left early le... but he ask michelle to pass me a gift... the card was so beautifully written by him... his words are so beautiful than mine... so nice... Read the content... so touching... I realli love it alot... den felt so sorry... =( Haix... kind of witness 3 ppl left le... brian,bro lim n him... =( all 3 of them r real nice ppl... of cux my ye ye too.... they r nice... so nice.... =') glad to noe them... I promise i will learn to cherish my friends more... Cos i dun wan to regret when its time to separate from them... They are really important ppl in my life... kind of fun today ba... thanks to ye ye... haha.... emm... anyway is late... shall end here... all the best for my 'pa pa'...

mad was here b4....
[pa pa bao zhong]

~Long n interesting dae~

2005-09-08T20:14:00.000+08:00

emm... today went to school early in the morning to have grad nite meeting... I guess nothing much was settled... =( cos not many came... dun noe how... we can have meeting from school till siglap mac...=x hahaha... den met audrey there... she came for a while onli and we end the whole meeting... =X den went back school to do bio project... cos lack of materials... den we walk all the way to far far away place to get our stuffs... den walk back to school again to finish it... haha... we make alot of jokes, talk alot of things while doing our project... haha... Michelle left early cos got appointment... den left the 3 of us chit-chatting... hahaha... very fun... cos got shermaine n audrey... hahaha... got michelle will be much more fun... =) finally finish our project at ard 4 plus... den went home... met yunyi n patrick den took bus 10 with them... got to know that pat's locker got broken into.. suddenly i become so agitated... cos... is not the first time hearing my friend's locker being broken into... =( why would people ever be so evil to do this type of things? don't they know that their actions can hurt alot of people's feelings?? spare a though for the people b4 doing something ba... kind of sad to face the losing of books n notes at the time before finals... is real sad... I hope no more broken in of lockers incident being heard... ='(

mad was here b4....

~went to Harpin Ice Wonderland again...~

2005-09-07T18:52:00.000+08:00

hahaz... once again.. i went to the harpin Ice wonderland at bugis...It was fun... however... kind of much dangerous this time.. cos the ice had melted.. Then... very slippery... I fall quite a few times... It was still as cold as last time...Very cold inside... I managed to stay inside longer this time.. 45 mins ba... haha... but i was already very happy... a 45 mins of experience in a cold cold place... somemore got icy land... Can play with the ice... Can take pics... can fall on the icy hard floor... It was so fun... The only place where I can experience the winter feeling... so glad and happy... =) I jus love winter.. mayb because.. singapore can never experience winter.. thats y i cherish winter more... I jus love snow... although i had never experience how snow realli is... but i jus love the white white appearance of it... so beautiful... I will also cherish the no 4 seasons in singapore...cos i jus love singapore... it is so peaceful, so safe... =D I love singapore... Today was fun... wonder when will i ever to get to experience such icy cold feeling again... Winter jus make me rememeber the feeling of loneliness too...But i still love winter.... =)

changed my blogskin again..... the fallen angel...=(
mad was here b4....

~hahaz...=D~

2005-09-05T22:31:00.000+08:00

Heez...Today the PGA ppl went to The subordinate court to attend the finale... =) The Juvenile course was cool... =D So happy when one of our TMS group won the champion... They were so great!! haha... =) Then... Mr good guy=Mr toh= Treat us PIZZA!!! So coolz... hahaha... Had a meeting then go home... kind of short n nice day it is.... heehee =D

mad was here b4...
[a very short entry... =x]

~Went to the lantern festival chinese garden~

2005-09-04T22:35:00.000+08:00

This is my first time go to the chinese garden [yu hua yuan]with my ma ma and sis It was VERY beautiful... But i went too early... the lights haven't on yet... So we just walk around and take pictures everywhere... =) Then waited till 7 plus... Finally the lights on...And all the laterns are so beautiful... Quite fun...we continue walking and take photos... Then went to buy a mask n play with it... Kind of childish... But I think the mask is quite interesting... The things there are interesting too.. Maybe It was my first time there... But i kind of enjoy myself alot there...It was realli fun!!! Then went to a place where can view thousands of turtles... alot of different types of species too...It was my first time feeding a big turtle too...!! I learn alot of things there! I guess it was realli fun! It was an interesting and memorable time feeding the turtles....!!! I will never forget that... haha... although the turtle nearly treat my finger as part of the cucumber and wanted to bite, it was still fun! hees... =D It was realli fun there!! =)

Will friendships last forever??
I am so afraid of losing my friends....
But I guessed I already learning to survive alone....
Cos I think I understand.... and I can sense that....
I don't know...
I had been in confusion from don't know how long....
Just wanna concentrate on my studies now...
**confused feelings**

mad was here b4....
drifiting n drifting...

~emm??~

2005-09-02T20:22:00.000+08:00

ok...today the last day work of my pa pa... GoodBye~ Tk care wor....kind of sad... to see another friend to leave... but jus wish u all the best for ur future... =) Actualli i am not the worst... poor kenny... had been witnessing so many of his friends leaving one by one...must be thinking when will be his turn.... Part is always difficult... But we will only learn how to cherish others after separating from them.... Anyway... these are part and parcel of life... So we shall try to learn to take it easy... I am sure... after we separated... we will meet again... We shall keep in contact no matter what... =) hahaha... today nothing much happen ba.... It is the last day of term 3... However.. make me so worried about my results... emm... =x next week is not a holiday for me too... I guess only november and december are holidays to me ba...hahaha... =DJus try to live through everything ba... 2005 is ending soon... =)anyway... today choir came alive again...we sounded so much different...kind of proud of it... =) go on choir! =D

mad was here b4....
[p.s. oh ya! TAG rawkz ok!]

~is tat me?hahaha.... i think it is kind of funni? =x~

2005-09-01T18:23:00.000+08:00

Haha... These few days I had been real bored... Kind of in love with all the anime characters...They seems so magical... So coolz... Finally realised why Audrey and Michelle love anime stuffs too... hahaha... It was so fun... I wanted to learn how to draw such anime characters too.. Btw... below are some quizzes regarding anime that I did during my bored free time... =x Wonder if it is true... hahahaha... =x

mad was here b4... =)

Discover your Zodiac Personality @ Quiz Me

You're an animal lover! You really love animals and
nature! You think of life as a miracle and
enjoy everything about it.

What Kind Of Anime Girl Are You?
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~You have a kind soul~

What Kind Of Anime Soul Do You Have?
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Essence of Peace. You are a perfect blend of all
the good things of the others. You are the
rarest of the essences. Your element is water,
your season Autumn, your animal leopard, colors
blue and white, and your gemstone the
moonstone.

What is your essence? (for girls)
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You are normal!!

How Social are you ::Anime Piccles::
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You have an animal soul! Arent you lucky! You are
very interactive with animals and can
understand them even if you dont speak their
tongue. The birds arent afraid of you, deer can
eat out of your palm, and every dog will roll
over for you. As an Animal Soul, you follow
your instinct, sometimes making rash decisions,
and not thinking properly. If you dont
understand something, you reject and push it
away, and can get very disastrous when angry.
At the same time, youre a very kind person who
can make people feel better, and are
understanding and compassionate. One of the
great things about you is that your rarely
jealous, and know that you have to share and
help other people if you want to survive this
world. You are very loyal and optimistic, and
can make it through the toughest times.

What Kind of SOUL do you posses? (For Girls only) Incredible Anime Pictures!
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You are a cat person. You are independant and very
self-rigious. You have a mind of your own and
are not afraid to show it. You tend to hide
your true feelings and get frustrated (easy).

Who are you inside?
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Your Shy lil girl
Hey woke up! You trully live in your dreams.
You feel your self unprotected around people.
but you dont care what they say for you.
You just like to dream and live in your dreamland.
Meaby you should some day get up and go out side.
you'll never no who you might run into ;D
Colours: Blues,Purples,light and Night Black

What Kinda Anime girl are you (just for girls^-^)
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You are an angel!
Positive-
You are sweet, kind, and gentle.
Negative-
You are sensitive and can be hurt easily.

What is your inner magical being??? lots of results and all that good stuff!!!!!
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Sweet. You are a true honey-bun. Some may gag at
your complete lovingness to your partner, but
you know better than to let that get to you.
You're a really great person and you constantly
shower affection on those you care for. Keep it
up, and you'll definetly be successful in your
relationships!

What kind of lover are you? (for girls)
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A normal Gaudian Angel

Who's your guardian angel? Anime pics
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Your Hidden Power Is Water

You have a rather calm soul, but when tempted
will get pissed off at those who bug you. You
do whatever you can in your powers to help
those of your allies and have a okay taste for
human kind, but you find them rather annoying
on occasions.

Gem Stone: Saphire, Eye Color:Ice
Blue,Hair Color:Dark Blue that's long
that goes to your waist.

Quote:If you wait for me
Then I'll come for you. Although I've travelled
far, I always hold a place for you
In my heart. If you think of me, If you miss me
once in a while, Then I'll return to you. I'll
return and fill that space in your heart

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Wishing Angel. You merely exist to fulfill the
wishes of others. Once they see you, you allow
them to make one wish which you will make
happen.

(Anime pics!!!) What kind of angel are you? (21 results)
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~loss of words~

2005-08-31T16:13:00.001+08:00

Today is teachers day.... wish all teachers in the world...
Happy Teachers Day!!
It wasn't as fun as what i expected to be... =( I love the concert performance... I love all the class performance...afterall is all their hardwork... It was good! royce class was the best! The concert was so touching...Feel like crying halfway... but never..=x One of the band was a shock to me... =x Then Teachers Breakfast.... Nothing to talk about it... was totally upset about the whole thing... so jus forget it... Then Celebrate for Miss Lim, Mr Mubarak and Miss Wendy Tan...Glad that they enjoyed... Then went back to my primary school... So few ex students I saw... Only saw 2 from my last time class.... Kind of sad... Today is totally not a very good day for me... It wasn't as what I had expected... But see the teachers so happy... i guess thats the most I can ask for... Some things... I really wish to forget it... I am jus too sensitive.. I guess... afterall... tat's me...

mad was here B4....
jus changed the blogskin... =x

~dun understand~

2005-08-28T18:52:00.000+08:00

a bye can break a friendship
is friendship that fragile?
wonder.....
=x

mad was here b4...

~Fun n Long Day....~

2005-08-27T23:39:00.000+08:00

Today was a special day... first time i overslept and as a result... missed the rehearsal for cca awards....But guess i was lucky ba... all of them said it was a waste of time... haha... Then after that... went out in the afternoon to watch the spook show... meet team temasek, andy and kenny and some temasekians... very fun...Then had our lunch and go together... outside the audithorium... something happened... one guy was agitated by something... he jus being dragged out of the audithorium and he was waving his fist all around him... poor michelle and shermaine got HIT by him.... Feel so worried for them... when they jus stood there.. shocks... =x Then went into the audithorium... another shock for me... a gurl in white dress stained with blood...came pulling me... ask me to play with her baby which is a doll tied with strings... =x i was like so frightened... so i act i never see her and keep pulling shermaine and walk... then she pull me and finally let go... but was screaming behind.. =x then while looking for seats... other people dressed like ghosts was walking here and there... Some looks real scary... =x I was still ok.. cos i noe it is real people acting... Then the show starts... it was a magic show actually... But some parts are really freaky.... That person is a great magician i guess... shock me so many times... =x Can't believe I will cry in such shows... =x so shocking...hahaha... after the show... we went to candy empire... the show was nice afterall.. =) Then me and audrey jus left the group without saying bye... so sorry....Then so fun... go eat dinner with our brother and kenny... so fun... haha... alot of jokes created... heehee... then took neoprints and went home... it was fun! =) Today was long and tiring... =)

mad was here b4... =)

~Mixtures of feelings...[cracked once again]~

2005-08-26T20:43:00.000+08:00

I was happy... really happy... after a cry from yesterday...alone...After a slept... I was really feeling so much better... I told myself... It is the start of the day... Really... Start of a brand new day... a Happy one...I was so happy...Went to school.. studying for SS n Chem Test.. I told myself... to look at the bright side of life... Having Chem test today.. was a good one... at least I can be more relaxed during the weekend...So I wasn't unhappy or stressed at that point.. not at all.. I was still the mad and happy MAD... Happy studying...observing one another emotions at the start of a brand new day... Then...in the afternoon.. very tired... run here and there... helped mdm goh... Then... celebrate her burfdae... I was super happy at that time... It was my first time celebrating burfdae for her... I had always treated her as my another grandmother... However, I am able to see her more than my real grandmother...She is really nice... Very nice to talk to her... everytime helped us... she is the one.. always clearing up council room for us... Although she don't recieve extra pay... But she don't mind... She is jus so nice... I am so glad to know her... glad that someone told us her burfdae... glad that we can finally repay her for all that she had done for us... Mdm Goh... we love u... Thanks for all the things u had did... Wishing u an early burfdae... It was really great to see her smile... to feel the happiness and how touched she was... Thanks to Kenny, Andy, Audrey,Shermaine and Michelle... for making such a good n happy celebration for her... I am sure that she really enjoyed it alot....Then went for meeting and for choir...Darius came back...everything seems different...Everything was fine at that point of time... Everything was good.. even when I go home...Recieved a gift from my brother... one of my wishlist gift...I was super excited...Only until I came online... Read some people blogs... feel so sorry and sad suddenly...The glass bottles in my hearts... after cracking yesterday... not yet recovered, had once cracked again today... Every memory jus keep flowing out... Every unhappiness jus flow out... Suddenly... I love darkness...I want to hide myself in a pitch black place... Where no one can see my face... Then I can sit by the corner... think about all the things that had once happened.... cried all i want...I simply jus can't share with anyone how I feel.. Why am I depressed for the 2 days... I wanted to tell.. I wanted to share... But it seems that everything jus get stuck at my throat... It seems as if I am dumb... I jus can't say out... In the end... everything is once again... push back into the healed bottles.... Maybe that jus me...I really dun noe wad to say.... Jus wish.. after a cry... after a slept... everything is a new beginning again... I believed... after the slept... I can forget about every unhappy things and look ahead... Thats the only way ba....='( What exactly is wrong??

mad was here with broken pieces of glass....='(

~cries~

2005-08-25T20:51:00.000+08:00

Today was my worst day of the week.... **cries ='(

anyway...
Happy Burfdae and Best wishes to the cute n pretty gurl, great friend of everyone ==AUDREY==

~So fun.... wad a day....~

2005-08-21T13:03:00.000+08:00

Yesterday I spent my morning and afternoon studying for my tests and doing homework... Then went out in the evening to celebrate Audrey, Royce and Alex burfdaes.... =)I met Michelle and Shermaine first to buy present... Poor shermaine has been at TM for one hour plus... lucky she met Sam... then Sam accomapny her for a while then I met the 2 of them at Toys R Us... hahaha...After that... 'hand over ceremony' Sam left and I took over to 'take care' Shermaine... hahaha... Then met michelle and we start buying for presents... And I spent all my money... left with only 6 bucks... ='( the 3 of us all broke le... Then we wrap the gifts... do the gifts... then went to bugis to meet the rest... we were late ya... Then met my xiao zhu dere oso... she went to watch the band performance... And some people pangseh her go... evil people... then I pei her go eat Old Chang Kee... Den she left... After that... the rest of us[KangSheng, Royce, Alex, SAMM and Lek] walked around bugis...Then we met Han Yang at somewhere in Bugis.. Because we can't find any place to eat... we decided to walk to Suntec City...We got to cross a very big road to go over to the other side where got lots of food stalls and restaurants... But that road is like full of cars.... the cars seems to be never-ending... I was so terrified there... It reminds me of Khao Lak... where the traffic was bad... I was so afraid... Afraid of crossing it... But I could see alot of people gather around the road-side.. preparing to dash across anytime... But the cars were like zooming pass... It was so super dangerous... I hold onto Shermaine.... Then when the cars are turning.... Many people jus dashed across... And so the whole group of us follow as well.. I was so frightened... I jus hold Shermaine and dash... not even looking out for the cars...Luckily... nothing happen.... Everyone is safe... I really hope there is never a 2nd time... It is really very dangerous... I don't wish to see anyone being injured or whatsoever... It is really not fun.... =( Then I was like silent for few minutes till I finally got over it... We finally reach suntec... We roam about looking for food... And I will NEVER forget a Chinese restaurant at Suntec name 'Yu Jia Zhuang'. We wanted to eat there... Then we stood outside... waiting to get in... However... we stood there like 5 minutes plus... And the people just treat us as if we are invisible...They totally look at us and ignored the whole group of us... Giving us the feeling of... 'small kids like them... where will have the money...don't waste time asking them la' How could they ever treat people like tat? They should not look down on ppl jus like that.... We are still humans... So disappointing... Then after that we left that restaurant and walk about... for some other food places... Finally we went to Crystal Jade and eat... From that day... I then realised how expensive Crystal Jade is... =X Obviously some of them are still hungry... haha... So we went to Subway and continue the 2nd round of dinner... haha... finally we ate finish and walk back to board the train...It was fun though... I hope the 3 main characters of the day enjoy it.. and love the presents as well.. =) It was fun... =) kk...

cyaz peeps...
mad was here b4...

~arrrhhhyaya~

2005-08-18T21:59:00.000+08:00

Emm... today nice weather... It is great to have PE in such a cool weather... We learn aces today... so fun... some parts quite interesting moves... hahaha... But i prefer last year one...hahaha... I love today cooling weather... very nice... seems like we are in an air-conditioned room... So cool.. Today nuthing much... hahaha... den heard abt the story of michelle idol... very cool... hao li hai wor... hahaha... =X Today I had also proven that chocolates are very good...It helps to brighten one's mood when one is sad...It gave me energy... It makes me go mad... hahaha... Today I am jus so chocolate-crazy... hahaha... eat whatever chocolates I saw... so yummy... so nice... hahaha.... =) think tats all for today ba... I love chocolates as much as I love dory n domokun! hahahaha

mad was here b4...
is the chocolate week... =)

~long dae~

2005-08-16T20:09:00.000+08:00

emm.. Today was a long day... yesterday study a maths till 12 plus... and still seems nothing get into my head... =( Then normal lessons and had A maths test for last 2 periods... =X So panic... nothing much I can do.. But finally... slowly... I managed to find my mistakes and solve the questions... Jus hope I can pass this time.. hahaha... after that... got choir... n today Ms Lye nvr come... hahaha... So choir ended at around 4 pm! hahaha... =X Then went to walk walk at TM to shop for presents... =X yup yup... tats my day... N i really really realised I slack alot for this year.. Time to concentrate le... I shall try to throw everything behind... daydreaming... fun... onlining... bla bla... all must throw behind le... Now is the studies that I got to catch up... yup... concentrate on the studies! I can do it! yeah! hahaha.. =X kk gtg... still got alot of things got to be done... hahaha... cyaz guys! =)

mad was here b4...
=)

~hoohahaha~

2005-08-13T15:00:00.000+08:00

la la la la la.... change my blogskin again....and i changed it back to the dun noe how many previous blogskin... haha.. I jus simply love this blogskin... Especially the angel... give me the feeling of a guardian angel... Wonder if there is really a thing called the guardian angel.. I once read about the guardian angel from a gift... It says that everyone has their own guardian angel protecting them no matter where they go... It jus leave me to wonder... thinking about the guardian angel... wondering if I realli have my own guardian angel... haha... =D Ok... emm... yesterday I went to watch the DIM SUM DOLLIES..'dian xing xiao wa wa'... [a name I gave it...] wahahaha... =P It was quite interesting... except for some parts...quite sick... not really suitable for our age to watch ba.. haha... But some parts quite funny... when they spoke in SINGLISH... n the jokes they created.. haha... But actually mostly i dun really understand what they toking.. except for laughing when everyone is laughing... And i got Sam sitting behind me.. so of course he laugh I laugh oso... =X wad a contagious laughter he got to... hahaha... =D But quite fun ba... especially at the ending part... when they bowed to us and with the curtains lowering... reminds me of last year musical... suddenly feel like crying... But afterall I got to say... a very nice show indeed... =) Before that I went to Bedok View Secondary to attend the juvenile court thing... Very interesting course I must say... Can't say much abt it... is HIGHLY CONFIDENTIAL... heehee... =) Then went to meet the rest of the sec 3s to go to the museum... haha...emm... went to the art museum... and i guess i dun understand the arts... =X I can only say the way the draw it is so simply amazing... something which madeline will never be able to do... Very nice piece of arts... But for some... is rather sick for me.. also not my age to see... haha... But think at the point of the artist view... I can only say... is a form of art too... hahahaha... I dun really enjoyed the museum part... cos i dun understand much... and some arts pieces jus freak me out... o__o I got really lots of shock yesterday... hahaha... But afterall is fun... to see my class people taking photos here and there... How i wished to join them actually... But i jus feel out of place... so jus sit by the side and look at them happily taking photos.. I am happy too... =) How i wished I can have my own digital camera too... then I can be crazily taking photos here and there... keeping beautiful memories with me too... =) It was fun... really fun... hahaha... It will be much better if 3R is so super united... Don't leave any 3Rians out ya? we 3R should stand unitedly together... This is sumthing I really hope to see... But is really happy to have very active and fun loving people in this class which make us so unique... Love 3R... Love all.. =) Yesterday was really fun... =)

Mad was here b4... =)

~Happy Birthday~

2005-08-09T21:15:00.000+08:00

_________HAPPIE BURFDAE SINGAPORE_________

Today is my country 40th Birthday... LOVE singapore!!! =) Today is nothing special... stay at home and do all the homework I am supposed to finish....I guess I still slack more than I do any of the homework... Suddenly feel so stressed... Although National Day is over... But It jus made me feel worst day after day... It is nearer to the day... yet I haven't finish most of the plannings... Teacher's Day still a mess...gifts wasn't even halfway through...Grad Nite isn't better either... =X Why is this year so messy????!!! Everything jus seems to be not successful at all... I feel so sad and so regret for not learning much from my seniors... sec 2s who are reading this... REMEMBER... no matter what... u guys have to see and learn from the seniors... b4 u guys regret like me... =X awwwwwz.... I will try... realli try all i can... I hope... everything will be fine... really fine... =X

mad was here... =X

~So happy today!~

2005-08-08T21:24:00.000+08:00

Oh!! Today is the eve of National Day... Of course my school celebrates it! I went to school very early... Then run here and there... tend to the stall... do morning duty... Watch the march-past....Then tend to the stalls while lower sec watch the teachers performances.... emm... Our strawberries with chocolates failed... We bought wrong choclates.. As a result... oni kachang puteh and ice creams is earning.... =X Of course we made a loss... But I am sooooooo happy that I can go and watch the concert... with most of my good friends around as well as Rui Wen.. SO fun!!! SUPPORT EKK... thats the thing I had been screaming on that day!! The teachers performances were great! Mr Toh, Mr Oh, Mr Ng and Mr Eng... were so great!!! so glad that i watch the concert... Finally i am able to... So happy... That's y i was so high and mad during the concert... screaming all the way I can... Happy singing all the songs... It was great... After that... we cleared up.. n went to watch the soccer match between 5U and staff... The staff lost 2:3... kind of sad... haha... but the match was great... i still love watching soccer than playing... =) After that went to KTV... =)
And today I suddenly realised how much I love LAMERS, HY and Sam... My great friends!! So happy! Wanna thanks them for all the things they had brought for me... Joy and laughter... Thanks Guys!!!

happy happy day....
mad was here b4... =)

~Long, Fun, Happy Day...!~

2005-08-07T22:53:00.000+08:00

OOOOOyeah... one of my long waiting day has come!! I can't help it... so so so so so happy!!!Guess what? Today is the Overseas CIP Team Temasek T square AFTERGLOW! oooooYEAH! hoping for many ppl to come.. hehe... Early in the morning meet audrey Michelle and Shermaine... haha... Go buy stuffs together...Then walk here and there... And we bully Michelle...she and her ABC's hahahaha... =D wahahah... is an inside joke... =) Then went to the meeting place... no one yet... =X then by 2 plus... oni a few ppl... mr Toh came late to fetch us... =X hahahaha... So after that we went to the place where we have our afterglow... [obviously i dun noe where] hahaha... somewhere in parkway... Let me recall who came... =) [trying to test my STM..sorry if forgot some ppl.. STM ppl are like tat]so... of course S.A.MM was there, Sam, Han Yang, Alex, Nadya, Yuan Li, Licia, Geraldine, Melissa, Anavil, Nuriman, Sham, Nani, Nazurah, Erni, Adam, Miss Lily, Jerome, Fredrik, Rui Wen, Mr Toh and Mrs Toh and of course their cute little daughter...ANGELA! [i think is spell like tat] hahaha... =D Not many turn up... But quite fun.. we had some games... watch the great video then reflections and finally refreshments which was 60% chips... eat until now my mouth got alot of ulcers... so pain... =X falling sick soon... hahaha... if next few days u see me nvr tok much... u shld noe... hahaha... =D After the whole afterglow, we went to support TAG!! TAG sang so well!! So good...At least they made alot of improvements from last time... and Ryan BEATBOXING is still the best man! Continue RYAN! Continue TAG! No matter what... MAD is always here to b madly supporting u guys! wooooHooooYeah...la la la... today is so fun..met so many ppl... so impressed by TAG singing, Ryan beatboxing and all... wad a nice day i got today... =) kkx... *yawnz....
Got to go sleep le... n btw.. Rui Wen Video so nice.. Brother lim wan oso very very nice.. Thanks the both of u... =)

nite nite...
mad was here b4... =)

~happie day~

2005-08-07T09:00:00.000+08:00

la la la la la.... yesterday was so fun.... la la la la la....

~Friends?~

2005-08-05T21:00:00.000+08:00

Types of Friends**

=Confidant=[The least; one to two persons]
One won’t have too many bosom buddies who know his/her personality, appreciate him/her as a person and accept his/her shortcomings. In front of them, you are comfortable to be the real you. They share your joy as well as your tears. Your problems are theirs too – they will help you solve them. They always stand by you. For your benefits, they will be honest enough to point out your mistakes.

=Best friends= [A few; Three to four persons]
One won’t have too many best friends too. They usually share your social circle, interests and personality. Best friends often get together to share good and bad days.

=Good friends= [Not many; Ten]
They are a small part of all your friends. You may not meet each other too often. But you can talk endlessly if you meet. You long to see them in gatherings.
Friends Many; >20 Friendship is not deep and, therefore, you are always gentle with each other. You come from different backgrounds. Some may be your schoolmates and some are friends’ friends.

=Acquaintances= [A lot; >40]
They are someone you know by names. When you meet, you will greet each other. But your conversation never goes deep because you don’t know each other well.

So.... what types of friends you considered you are? And what type of friend am I to u guys... =)

i guessed i am bored... =(
mad was here... =(

~2nd time i blogged today....~

2005-08-04T22:12:00.000+08:00

I guess is the first time i blogged twice in a day? Haix... I dun noe wad happened...After watching the Khao Lak Video for the 3rd time... I was so so so upset now... super super upset... not because I can't see much of me appearing.. But is because all the memories at Khao Lak flow back... So touching and unforgettable memories...And suddenly, I asked myself... Did I realli cherish the trip to Khao Lak... Did I really go there to help the people there? I jus feel so stuck at these questions... I only realised that I go there did not do anything much but paint and paint and make balloons... I don't even noe any single of the student there... I don't think i go there is jus for making all these things... I think we are supposed to leave a memorable memory for the children... But obviously I didn't...I wasn't even friendly to them at all...I didn't even make an effort to try to communicate with them... Suddenly I jus feel so bad... How i wished... If i am given the chance again... I will try my very best and do all i can...But.... who asked me never cherish the first time and probably the last time I go for such trips... I also wondered why... Why is it when the 3rd time I watch the video then I realised so much... =( But now is all over... i noe is useless to feel upset... but i can't help it... =( the memories flow throught with so many so many unhappy things... I wanted to tell someone...But I jus dun noe how to say... Jus too many things to say.. I jus can't remember much... Feeling so upset and hurt...I guess I am realli more sad than happy.... =(

mad was here... [**crying]

~* Why?*~

2005-08-04T21:10:00.000+08:00

Wonder why these few days so many problems... Again... I wish problems could be solve like deleting files from computer..... but how impossible... Yesterday, early in the morning give me big shock... Couldn't fine the state flag... luckily... found it jus before flag raising... phew... -__-" Make me so worried....But i love the weather yesterday and today... Raining halfway during lessons... so heavily... I jus simply LOVE rain... =) Then today got my grad nite meeting... Haix... dun noe wad to say.... =( emm.... Then today feel so sorry for michelle... during lunchtime, both her and yu chen got scalded by the hot bowl of noodles... Yet i didn't noticed michelle... So I gave tissue paper to Yu Chen... cos Yu Chen like so shocked... Until Audrey asked me to give tissue paper to Michelle then I realised she oso got a bit scalded... Sorry Michelle Sorry Michelle... I public apologised now... Sorry Sorry... Hope u all feeling better le.. Next time xiao xin yi dian... Sorry.... =(
Haix.. Wanted to type so many things jus now... yet i forgot what to type le... I can't stand it.. My STM seriously getting worst.... =X Lazy to do Homework today... feeling so tired.... =X

kkz... i gtg... cyaz peeps...
mad was here b4... =)

~Problematic Day ar....~

2005-08-02T21:06:00.000+08:00

La La La.... today is a very very busy day with so many problems appearing... So weirdz.... =X haha.... Early in the morning, went to school.... After assembly... supposed to give out black trashbag... yet no where to be found...So we search high n low and finally knew from audrey that is in Miss Wendy's locker... so manange to solve this simple problem...=X Then went to english lesson and get to see a surprise test... -_-" anyway is a comprehension... my weakest of all.. =X Then went for physics lessons... still ok.. and bla bla bla lessons... =X During lunchtime, very intertesting thing happened.... We broke the council room key... as a result, no more key to go to council room le... till it is fixed ba... =X so pathetic... =( Then went for choir... so many problems during choir lo... But luckily all fixed le... i think and hope so.... =)Today during choir my feet oso got cramped... the toes... =( poor toes of my right feet... =X so painful... But i was laughing away... then sitting beside me people oso laughing... =X dun noe y... jus simply can't stand it... But i was laughing... =X Mayb that's me common reaction towards super painfuk thing? That time I fell down during leadership camp... Was also so painful.. But i was laughing away still =X... Finally Understood how Shermaine had felt during Khao Lak trip... That time her feet cramped and she was laughing away... I tot she siao le... so pain yet still laugh until like tat... Then today I oso... Even me oso SIAO one... haha...Can't help it... =X I am MAD... muahahaha.... =X Then today i also realised how STM i can be lo... =X I suddenly realised my tie was missing... I had lent it to someone who needs to take student leadership photograph....But i can't rememeber who did i lend to... =X I tried so hard... think and think... yet jus cant remember who is the person... Until Shermaine mentioned some names... so i go ask them.. then found the person whom i had lend... Then today during choir time... i forgot where I had placed my choir scores at... until Lifang ask me if those choir scores on the piano is mine... =X OMG... my STM getting so serious le... so worried... is there any cure for it? I dun wan to forget so many things... I also dun wan to rememeber so many things... how? =X emm... hope i can get alot better... next year o's le... must rmb alot of things... think i still can survive through ba... arrrrrrrhhhhh... kkx... gtg le... tml got 2 tests... haix... =X

cyaz!
mad was here b4... la la la la la... =D

~La La la~

2005-08-01T20:00:00.000+08:00

Emm... the kitten is still stuck in my mind.. Everyday wondering where can it be... emm.... =X But i guess it has siblings and mum nearby... cos that day when i was looking for it... I saw 3 other small kittens and 1 cat... The cat was looking over the kittens... It sure dun looks like the kittens mum... Cos it is a different species of cat.. It got slight orange and grey fur.. While the kittens are all orange and a little of white fur... While the other kitten which I met was totally grey in colour... However, my sis told me today that she once saw a grey kitten and 3 orange white kittens and a grey cat playing around... And today I saw the mother cat feeding the kittens... I think it is really the mum of the 4 kittens.... I hope so too... =) Ok... today school.... Still ok... emm... I was like dozing off during chemistry lessons... That is totally not me... When I was in sec 2.. I NEVER doze off in class...! =( What has happened...? ARRRHHHHHH! emm... today wasn't a very good day too... During lunch time i was actually queuing for the chicken chop...As u noe... very very long queue... I helped shermaine to buy... cos she was behind me mah... Then wanna help da jie[lek] to buy... cos he was behind us... but he dun wan... then as it was going to reach me... some people ask me to help them buy too.. And THE END... I bought 6 sets of chicken chop! =X I feel so sorry for da jie and the people behind me... That is certainly not a very good thing I had done... Then worst is... Da jie queued until his turn... for some reasons... he help others buy too... The end he got NO chicken chop! HOW EVIL can these people be! Haix.. Then i feel even worst... Cos if i had never helped anyone.. maybe da jie won't be so poor thing oso... =X From today onwards... pls remind me NOT to help anyone buy food ANYMORE... unless for special reasons... IT is TOTALLY unfair for the people queuing behind... I am so not going to hurt the people man! Pls understand... If u are true friends... u will understand my reasons for not helping u...Haix.... I will not help anyone to buy food... make me confused and so super unfair to people behind... =( ok... then today they still ANTI-Dorying... =X So tired of it...dun wan care le... No matter what... Dory got a big huge space in my heart and mind... I jus simply love it... No one can change this fact... say all u guys wan ba.... It is still the best... and it is NEVER stupid...! No one is stupid on the EARTH! =p ok... i guess thats all for today.... emm.... tml got chem test... got to go study hard le... i wan mechanical pencil... muahaha... =D

kkz.... tk care all.. =)
mad was here b4.... =)
cyaz!

~Rainy Day....~

2005-07-30T15:50:00.000+08:00

Today wake up early to go to school to make Teacher's Day gift....On my way to school... i saw a small little kitten by the roadside.... That kitten look so helpless... I look at it... n it jus keep meowing to me.... I feel so sad... Wanted to carry it... But don't dare... It was looking around... so cute... I search around my block... but there is no shop tat is open... wanted to buy some food for it... yet nuthing to buy... somemore rushing to school... So wanted to carry it... But i still didn't... =( So i walk towards the bus stop... And the kitten was so cute.. following me... I keep turning back... Realise it was no longer behind me... it appear beside me.. So cute... But i so worried that it will follow me and board the bus with me or cross the road with me... I so scared that it will cross the road... Cos it is still a young kitten... Don't even know how to walk properly.. it was simply jumping... It jus keep following me... And i accidentally make it fall....=( It looks so helpless.... I look at it... n it look at me... I don't know what to do... =X Then it slowly crawled up and hop away instead... =( I guess it is angry with me for making it fall... =X I keep looking back for the kitten... Is still so young... I so worried for it... yet i can't bring it home... So i jus went to school...hoping that when I came home the kitten will still be there.... Then i reached school met Marlisa... Went to needlework room... Something make me so disappointed was... out of 40 plus councillors [sec 2s n 3s] only 8 councillors came... Marlisa, Geraldine, Audrey, Han Yang, Rachel, Soh Woon , Louis and me.... WHERE are the rest? So disappointing... However we continued making the gift.... =X Obviously cannot finish with so few ppl... Haix... so disappointing...First time ever the attendance was so bad.... =( Then after the meeting... went to meet my mum to go shopping... Finally got home... but the kitten was nowhere to be found... =( So regret it.... I shouldn't have leave it alone.... Somemore it was a small kitten that still wasn't stable in walking! =( WORST is it was raining heavily... so cold... even i feel cold... WHat will the kitten feel if it was alone outside??? =X SO sorry... Sorry kitten... I hope i can see it again... =X

Haix....
mad was here b4....

~Why is my blog getting so sad....~

2005-07-29T21:35:00.000+08:00

Haiz... i really wonder why? why my blog is getting so sad.... the meaning of my blog is not this.... certainly not updating it with sad stuffs... But i can't help it... I wish i got something happy to write about... But i guess... this week.... the sad stuffs had already covered all my happy memories....I jus don't know why... Am i too stressed up or wad? Maybe is the road of growing up... tats wad some ppl say.... I am jus so easily irritated.... =X Today during physics lessons oso.... I don't even understand what the teacher teaching... was so stressed up... looking at my handwriting so messy... even worst... the class so noisy somemore... lucky i sit in front... still can hear what the teacher toking... i was jus so irritated... lucky i still can control myself from flaring up... I only scared I may flare out anytime... I dun wan to hurt anyone... =( But after that... at least feel better after asking the teacher... the physics teacher is nice.... Today so many things happen... Our class simply make SS lesson a sad one... Make miss soh so unhappy... feel so sorry... Is really true lo... whatever we do... we are doing for ourselves not for teachers... we should really do our homework all the best if we want to succeed... Seeing Miss Soh so sad... I jus feel sorry... All the teachers are trying their best... Before we say they dun understand us... u guys got to ask urselves... Have u all stand in their position and understand them?? I certainly got to reflect about this too.... Haix... why am i typing about all these? They jus simply appear in my mind... =(

Aiya.... dun noe y oso... i jus feel myself so extra... the feeling of the spare tyre is back... the 2 words that hurt me alot... SPARE TYRE.... Sometimes I am jus like invisible like tat... I really wonder am i that transparent that sometimes tok to ppl n got no replies? So tired of tat.... Forget it.... I got nuthing much more to say.... But the feeling jus keep going round n round in me... Jus pardon me....

Haix... at least i noe besides me still got some ppl always there....
L.A.M.E.R.S [go home n tok tok together]....Brian[send me some interesting files n tok to me]....Andy papa [Always there]...Kenny n mr lim...[Talk with us =P]...John[person always encouraging]... They are all nice friends of mine... Thanks... But sometimes I jus can't rmb clearly wad happened tat make me so upset... but nvm... I STM de... shld forget very fast... I love DORY.... my idol!

Looking forward to some happy things to 'neutralise' my blog...
mad was here b4..

madlove

I HAVE SHIFTED! =)

4R RAWKZ ALL THE WAY! =D

what matters most?

**the 3 unforgettable days**

so long...

**It can be quite depressing.**

仙剑奇侠传

仙剑奇侠僮

~*cheese*~

~*the 2 important days*~

~*thanks!*~

'Brothers' Musical 2006

~*SLI and Musical rackie*~

~*SLI investiture rehearsal 2006*~

~*SLC*~

~*the dolphin bay*~

~*2 days of fun*~

~*should i?*~

~*lost of the key*~

~* Friendships*~

~*the days*~

~*Happy Chinese New Year!*~

Stop animal abuse! Cherish them!

~*Happy Chinese New Year!*~

~*whole family*~

~*for a moment*~

~*Sec 1s and 3s PMP*~

~*my birthday celebration 2006 with my beloved FRIENDS! =D

~*choir farewell*~

~*happy new year 2006!*~

~*hmm*~

~*Council December Camp!*~

~*TM*~

~*wahahahahha*~

~*face the wall and reflect*~

~*hahahahaha*~

~*fun*~

~*tired tired.. haha...*~

~*25th anniversary*~

~*graduation night of 2005*~

~*=s*~

~*so tired*~

~*i feel so stuffed up*~

~*council chalet!*~

~*la la la*~

~*smile smile..*~

~*school open house*~

~*so many things to say, but i cant type*~

~*=)*~

~*haha*~

~*bleahx*~

~*I am SOOOOOOO happy!*~

~*so many things...*~

~*life*~

~*i dun noe what to say*~

~* =X *~

~*WooHoO... A sleep is Good...*~

~*post exams activities=sec3 resillience challenge=*~

~*post exams activities =sec3 amazing race=*~

~*happie birthday royce*~

~*exams over....*~

~*i wonder.... emmx... ??*~

~*Phewx.... oh yeah....*~

~*....i dun understand....*~

~*dun get too stressed up.... *~

~*SO happi and HYPER today... =)*~

~*bored....finals exams coming*~

~*bored....finals exams coming*~

~*awwwz......*~

~*Long n interesting dae*~

~*went to Harpin Ice Wonderland again...*~

~*hahaz...=D*~

~*Went to the lantern festival chinese garden*~

~*emm??*~

~*is tat me?hahaha.... i think it is kind of funni? =x*~

~*loss of words*~

~*dun understand*~

~*Fun n Long Day....*~

~*Mixtures of feelings...[cracked once again]*~

the 3 unforgettable days

It can be quite depressing.

~cheese~

~the 2 important days~

~thanks!~

~SLI and Musical rackie~

~SLI investiture rehearsal 2006~

~SLC~

~the dolphin bay~

~2 days of fun~

~should i?~

~lost of the key~

~the days~

~Happy Chinese New Year!~

~Happy Chinese New Year!~

~whole family~

~for a moment~

~Sec 1s and 3s PMP~

~choir farewell~

~happy new year 2006!~

~hmm~

~Council December Camp!~

~TM~

~wahahahahha~

~face the wall and reflect~

~hahahahaha~

~fun~

~tired tired.. haha...~

~25th anniversary~

~graduation night of 2005~

~=s~

~so tired~

~i feel so stuffed up~

~council chalet!~

~la la la~

~smile smile..~

~school open house~

~so many things to say, but i cant type~

~=)~

~haha~

~bleahx~

~I am SOOOOOOO happy!~

~so many things...~

~life~

~i dun noe what to say~

~WooHoO... A sleep is Good...~

~post exams activities=sec3 resillience challenge=~

~post exams activities =sec3 amazing race=~

~happie birthday royce~

~exams over....~

~i wonder.... emmx... ??~

~Phewx.... oh yeah....~

~....i dun understand....~

~dun get too stressed up.... ~

~SO happi and HYPER today... =)~

~bored....finals exams coming~

~bored....finals exams coming~

~awwwz......~

~Long n interesting dae~

~went to Harpin Ice Wonderland again...~

~hahaz...=D~

~Went to the lantern festival chinese garden~

~emm??~

~is tat me?hahaha.... i think it is kind of funni? =x~

~loss of words~

~dun understand~

~Fun n Long Day....~

~Mixtures of feelings...[cracked once again]~

~cries~

~So fun.... wad a day....~

~arrrhhhyaya~

~long dae~

~hoohahaha~

~Happy Birthday~

~So happy today!~

~Long, Fun, Happy Day...!~

~happie day~

~Friends?~

~2nd time i blogged today....~

~Problematic Day ar....~