Thursday, June 15, 2006
I am here to blog again. Hmm.. I don't know why.. I just feel like typing out things to fa xie. Next week council camp le. stand-down.. Feeling abit upset. cause I am saying bye to whereby I hold my best memories in school. =(
Then past few weeks a bit worried for some things. Haix. this one think better don't type. later bad things happen again. Just wish it could end and stop making the whole family worried and stop happening on one of my beloved member.
Then. I felt so sad about some things. When I sit alone in the night, my mind became to go in a mess thinking about the same thing. Then I cried again about the same thing. Every night is the same. =( why?? Haiz.. no one to blame except myself. But I really don't know. Why can't I just tell anyone how i feel? It just keep storing in the heart till maybe one day I die of heart problems I also don't know. Or maybe I got real Crazy one day. Haix. don't know! really don't know!
Whenever I feel sad, I really want to go to places where I love and really want to go. But I just don't dare to go alone. So many things is happening. Sometimes it really make me real worried, real scared and real sad. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRH! I really need a place to fa xie! arrrrrrrrrh! ok. tml wake up will be a brand new day. I hope the worries will be gone soon.

arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrh~
mad


thats what friends are for;
8:50 PM


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. about you .
*MADeline*
*16teen*
*singaporean*
*capricon gurl*
*03 jan 1990*
*Temasekian*
*Councillor*
*vocalist*
*counsellor [failed wan]*

. lurfee .
*animals*
*volunteery work*
*chocs*
*egg tarts*
*teddies*
*cute stuffs*
*frenzz*
*family*
*nature*
*help all i can*
*DORY[finding nemo]*
*DoMokUn*
*singing*
*music*
*l.a.m.e.r.s*
*choir*
*council*
*team temasek*
*piano*
*angels*
*anime*
*hamtaro*
*guitar*

. dislikes .
*smokers*
*insects*
*cruelty to animals*

. wishlist .
able to go overseas do volunteery work
`digital camera
`BIGGEST teddy bear! =D
`mp3
`peaceful world
`everyone happy
`be a volunteer
`help everyone
`improve in counselling
`stay happie 4eva
`learn piano or guitar
`choir get sliver for syf
`things go well in council
`musical dolpin water ball [at the dolphin bay]
`precious moments stuffs
`compose my own song
`buy piano
`buy guitar

. darr-links .
alex`- audrey` - brian`- caiyun` candice`- caroline` chee yang`- cheryl` claire`- tms council` darius hom3page`-darius` debbie`- denise`- dawn` felicia`- hakim` gerald- han yang` henry`- hiangling` huiwen`- ivan` jefferson`- joan` joash`- john` jun ji`- kangsheng` licia`- lek` marlisa`-mervyn` michael`- patrick` peng soon`- priscilla` Ramesh` royce`- ryan` serene`- shawna` shermaine`- sherilyn` shirley`- steffie` Stuart`wai khang`- xiao yan` xuanxuan`- yuan li` yu ren`- zhi yi`- zhu yin`


. designer .
sweet-innocence*
And i never thought i'll feel this way
And as far as im concerned
Im glad i have the chance to say
That i do believe i love you
And if i should ever go away
Well then close your eyes and try
To feel the way we do today
And then if you can remember
Keep smiling keep shining
Knowing you can always count on me for sure
Thats what friends are for
For good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
Thats what friends are for