Sunday, April 02, 2006
Today was so happy! Cause my aunty gave us an electrical piano. =D Finally my dream is fulfilled and at least i got a piano. Although is not those grand piano that I want to have in the future, but at least is a piano. My father say that he will let my younger sister learn how to play the piano and I can learn from my piano. But later in the day, he change his idea, and decided not to let anyone of us learn. So super disappointed by him. He seems to be forever breaking our dreams. So frustrated and upset. It is not the first time le. Why can't he ever realise how his children have been feeling? Why can't he stop comparing his family with other people's family? Why can't he realise that schools nowadays is already not hie generation kind? Why can't he realise that the world has been changing. Haix.. depressed.. super depressed... Is so difficult for me to communicate with them.. Is not that I don't want to communicate, it is that I really try to communicate, but either they don't believe, or they think that they are always right. What can I do? Just hoping that they will understand one day. Somehow I really wished that they go for the 3rd day of motivational camp. Cause ever since the registration day for Sec 1s in 2004, they have never stepped into my school again, they never know what I had been doing in the school, in their minds, they only think that I had been fooling around in school, wasting time and being a busybody. How much I wish that they could go for the last day of motivational camp and see what is my school like. I don't know, really don't know what I should do. Hope my father will realise somehow, and at least let my sister learn piano and not be like me again, wanted, but never get the chance.
mad was here b4....
thats what friends are for;
7:10 PM
