Friday, July 29, 2005
Haiz... i really wonder why? why my blog is getting so sad.... the meaning of my blog is not this.... certainly not updating it with sad stuffs... But i can't help it... I wish i got something happy to write about... But i guess... this week.... the sad stuffs had already covered all my happy memories....I jus don't know why... Am i too stressed up or wad? Maybe is the road of growing up... tats wad some ppl say.... I am jus so easily irritated.... =X Today during physics lessons oso.... I don't even understand what the teacher teaching... was so stressed up... looking at my handwriting so messy... even worst... the class so noisy somemore... lucky i sit in front... still can hear what the teacher toking... i was jus so irritated... lucky i still can control myself from flaring up... I only scared I may flare out anytime... I dun wan to hurt anyone... =( But after that... at least feel better after asking the teacher... the physics teacher is nice.... Today so many things happen... Our class simply make SS lesson a sad one... Make miss soh so unhappy... feel so sorry... Is really true lo... whatever we do... we are doing for ourselves not for teachers... we should really do our homework all the best if we want to succeed... Seeing Miss Soh so sad... I jus feel sorry... All the teachers are trying their best... Before we say they dun understand us... u guys got to ask urselves... Have u all stand in their position and understand them?? I certainly got to reflect about this too.... Haix... why am i typing about all these? They jus simply appear in my mind... =(
Aiya.... dun noe y oso... i jus feel myself so extra... the feeling of the spare tyre is back... the 2 words that hurt me alot... SPARE TYRE.... Sometimes I am jus like invisible like tat... I really wonder am i that transparent that sometimes tok to ppl n got no replies? So tired of tat.... Forget it.... I got nuthing much more to say.... But the feeling jus keep going round n round in me... Jus pardon me....
Haix... at least i noe besides me still got some ppl always there....
L.A.M.E.R.S [go home n tok tok together]....Brian[send me some interesting files n tok to me]....Andy papa [Always there]...Kenny n mr lim...[Talk with us =P]...John[person always encouraging]... They are all nice friends of mine... Thanks... But sometimes I jus can't rmb clearly wad happened tat make me so upset... but nvm... I STM de... shld forget very fast... I love DORY.... my idol!
Looking forward to some happy things to 'neutralise' my blog...
mad was here b4..
thats what friends are for;
9:35 PM
