Sunday, July 10, 2005
Today read back my past few posts... Came about the Animal Lover's League post. That happened like last year november? My first time to volunteer at an animal shelter. Come to think of that time i spent there with the cats and dogs... I really hope to go again. I know I can't always keep hoping and dun step out to make an effort... But I really wan to step out.. The obstacle is my parents... Wonder how to convince them to let me go... I don't want another same conflict happen between me and my parents... Don't know how to tell them... To hide behind their backs and go silently? I wouldn't want and I wouldn't hope... Jus wish they can understand and let me go again...I really want to... Recalling the time when I went.. Feeding the cats.. PLaying with the cats... I thought I will get to go almost every Sunday... At least one day of happiness at there with the animals.. I guess I will be very happy... So many things happened nowadays...Life getting stressful, problems everywhere popping out...Everything just went wrong... Haix... Is really time I want to relax... Feel like going to ALL again.. At least there can make me forget everything... Or a place where I can lie on the grassland, looking up at the beautiful blue sky with white clouds or looking up at the dark sky with shining stars...listening to the sounds produce by Mother Nature... But... I still can't get out of my home sweet home to go to the places i wish to go... Jus keep my heart first... Soon everything will be fine... I hope... MISS ALL....
love ALL....
mad was here b4....
thats what friends are for;
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