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Saturday, April 16, 2005

Today i was kind of not in a very good mood...things jus seems wrong... maybe still a bit sad from yesterday... or maybe tired too... But today is worst... seems like got so many unfinised tasks for me... feeling stressed... BuT SO WHAT? still got to moved on...trying to keep my smile there so as to relaxed myself... But now... I was totally upset... sad and sad and sad... Tears just uncontrollably flowing out...What has happened to me? Where is the mad gurl??? Where is she?? She jus gone for now... Jus wanna remained in my own world for now... I am sorry! Sorry for alot of people... Believed that alot of people just can't stand me for now... Even i also can't stand myself... I am just an irritating, sarcastic, idiotic,Not a gud fren, noisy, full of rubbish freak...I can't stand it no longer... really can't... I don't blame anyone... but myself... everything started cause of me... I really hoped to shut up my mouth... But nowadays.. I jus speak without brains...Hope to go back to the past when I used my brain before talk... I am really sorry.. I dun mean to hurt anyone... hurting others is like hurting myself...Now i jus feel so hurt... so hurt.... I am sorry... really sorry people... SORRY!!

wanna go to the world of my own....
jus let mi be lonely.... ='(
only that I won't hurt anyone...
mad~

thats what friends are for;
8:59 PM

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. about you .
*MADeline*
*16teen*
*singaporean*
*capricon gurl*
*03 jan 1990*
*Temasekian*
*Councillor*
*vocalist*
*counsellor [failed wan]*

. lurfee .
*animals*
*volunteery work*
*chocs*
*egg tarts*
*teddies*
*cute stuffs*
*frenzz*
*family*
*nature*
*help all i can*
*DORY[finding nemo]*
*DoMokUn*
*singing*
*music*
*l.a.m.e.r.s*
*choir*
*council*
*team temasek*
*piano*
*angels*
*anime*
*hamtaro*
*guitar*

. dislikes .
*smokers*
*insects*
*cruelty to animals*

. wishlist .
~~able to go overseas do volunteery work~~
`digital camera
`BIGGEST teddy bear! =D
~~`mp3~~
`peaceful world
`everyone happy
`be a volunteer
`help everyone
`improve in counselling
`stay happie 4eva
`learn piano or guitar
`~~choir get sliver for syf~~
`things go well in council
`musical dolpin water ball [at the dolphin bay]
`precious moments stuffs
`compose my own song
`buy piano
`buy guitar

. darr-links .
alex`- audrey` - brian`- caiyun` candice`- caroline` chee yang`- cheryl` claire`- tms council` darius hom3page`-darius` debbie`- denise`- dawn` felicia`- hakim` gerald- han yang` henry`- hiangling` huiwen`- ivan` jefferson`- joan` joash`- john` jun ji`- kangsheng` licia`- lek` marlisa`-mervyn` michael`- patrick` peng soon`- priscilla` Ramesh` royce`- ryan` serene`- shawna` shermaine`- sherilyn` shirley`- steffie` Stuart`wai khang`- xiao yan` xuanxuan`- yuan li` yu ren`- zhi yi`- zhu yin`

. designer .
sweet-innocence*