Friday, November 17, 2006

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thats what friends are for;
4:29 PM


Thursday, August 31, 2006

Teacher's Day Celebration today. =)
After so long, so many times and so tiring rehearsals and practices, our class 4R FINALLY performed for the real performance, teacher's day concert. =D
Still rememeber the few weeks ago.. i was complaining about this... now.. it was over...
This performance was my first ever best performance... because it was with the best class 4R~
Finally... I felt the class spirit in us... teamwork.. hardwork and effort... we helped one another through everything... we spent lots of time and effort for this... Not to forget Charlene, Anavil and Joanna.. the 3 people who spurred our class on... who encouraged us... who scolded us... they are the ones who gave us so much motivation to come together and perform for all our teachers as a united class... awww... i am so happy today... LOVE 4R!
I will never forget the times when we spent long hours practising...
I will never forget the times when we quarrel while practising...
I will never forget the times when we helped one another to do make-up...
I will never forget the times when we helped one another to do hair...
I will never forget the beautiful moments when we performed...
I will never ever forget all of you...
Thank You 4R for the beautiful memories..
haha...
Let's all work hard from now.. study hard... study mad.. study crazy...
For our aim is to Kill the big O'level monster...
haha.. =D
Let's be the 4R who rawkx forever and show the school that we can score the best for o'levels...
Let's finish the O'level Race just like our performance..
GO 4R!
remain united...
is time to JIA YOU with all the might..
haha...
Today is a super happy day...
I feel blessed to be with 4R..
Thank You for the 1st ever best and last teacher's day celebration in Temasek..
I love 4R.. =)


thats what friends are for;
2:41 PM


Tuesday, June 27, 2006

One thinking that came into my mind today. I was asking my mum to sign the consent form for the chocolate day, explaining to her the objective of this chocolate day is to raise funds for the president challenge, break world record and nurturing a caring heart from the students, giving them a chance to contribute to the society and all. I was speaking to her in a really happy and nice tone. Then she looked up,stared at me and asked, Is this event going to be of any help to your o'levels?
Then something pierced into my heart. I kept quiet and collected the signed form from her and walked into my room asking myself one question, what matters most to the parents? Is it Extremely good results or is it a child with the correct mindset and caring heart towards the people around them? hmm.. i really wonder. Sometimes, parents expected good grades from their child and neglect the basic things that they should first expect from them, which is the correct mindset and attitude. Really wonder. If one day a special person grant one parent this wish, ' here are 2 choices for you to choose from, to be your child. A child who is extremely clever and excellent in his/her results, however his/her heart is as dry as the desert, all he/her knows is to study and study and study, neglecting the whole world and everyone around him/her. While the 2nd child is only average in his/her results, however his/her is very caring to everyone and the whole world around him/her. Which child will the parent choose?? hmm... really wonder. But all I could say is both the results and the correct mindset and attitude is very important. So I hope that parents could make a balanced for their child. Let them realised that everything is important and they should not neglect anything. Haix. I also begining to get confused with what I am typing. But I hope i didn't confused anyone reading this.
haha
mad was here..


thats what friends are for;
7:05 PM


Thursday, June 22, 2006

Monday 19th of June 2006
The first day of June Council Camp cum Stand-down Ceremony. I reached school super early at 7.30pm because of some reasons. haha.. I just know that I am so super stupid and blur that day. =x The camp started at 8.00am. Sec 2s n 3s in needlework room, while sec 4s n 5s in council room. They were planning for graduation night and teachers day i guess. Thats why they don't allow sec 4s n 5s to go to needlework room. So the sec 4s n 5s have to stay in council room and planned for our performance and rehearse it or make props till 10.30am. So we went to hall and do everything till 10.30 am. Then went to needlework room together and start the camp officially. First thing we did was survival lunch cooking. We traded the foods that we were given and started cooking it. haha.. All the foods came out so creative and interesting and yummy. haha. =x And my group MOO MOO got 1st for the survival cooking! hahaha.. =D All thanks to my idea of making chicken soup to sharks fins.. hahaha.. so rubbish. =x Then after lunch we went to the field and parade square for games. The first game I had was tug-of-war. At first my group was at the losing ends, as my group members were mainly girls except for 2 guys while the other group got strong guys and girls, people like ah ma, louis and jacquelyn. Then my group came out with strategy and we keep leaning backwards and then started pull backwards together as a group and finally we DEFEATED ah ma's group! YeAH!! so strategy does helps! I am so impressed and so happy when we beat the other group 2 times in a row! haha.. then 2nd game we had was the oily captain's ball. I think this was the best game cause i love captain ball all long. hahaa.. but this time, we got a real huge and OILY ball. haha.. =D But afterall we lose to another team cause they actually managed to score 1. so the end we got 1-0. haha.. but it was real fun! The 3rd game was to make bread and let your another group of team members to eat the bread up. Kind of disgusting, but fun, and afterall my group win ah ma group again! haha.. so happy! The finale game was a really long game but exciting one, playing with eggs and balloons and apples and all. hahaha.. Really had great great fun! =D After all the dirty games, we were divided for bath and prepare for performance. Until 5.30, we finish our rehearsals and bath. Then Miss Lim told the sec 4s n 5s one news, which is the caterer which they had for dinner didn't recieved the fax that miss lim send. So in the end, dinner was not catered so we were ask to be mentally prepared for KFC n pizza! The sec 4s don't mind it at all. we were all so excited for the dinner because it was the first time we had kfc n pizza for stand-down! All i could say is the sec 4s n 5s were all a very nice batch. haha.. we were easily satisfied and is ok for any changes and we really look to the bright side! =D hahaha... the dinner was great! we had the juniors served us and thanks for the hardwork like scraping the pineapples, the flowers and table cloth and everything. It was really nice. the food was ok too. =D And we celebrated marlisa birthday! make her so super touched. haha... and the juniors hand-made brownies for us too. haha.. one funny thing was one of the brownie had cockcroach!! ahahaha.. =p all of the sec 4s n 5s were shocked! but in the end we still ate the brownies! it was nice! =D so touched for everything. Then the performance. It was great i guess, but think that the juniors don't get what we were acting.. hahaha.. but never mind. enjoyed ourselves can le. The stand-down ceremony was great too. The theme was Ohana?[dunnoe spell correctly not] it was like the aloha idea the sec 4s n 5s had for last year grad nite, which was totally rejected by the sec 4s last year. But it was great that they put it for stand-down. I was so super touched, we had a ring of flowers given by them and we need to go down through a pole. ahaha.. =D It was really fun and it reminds me of the aloha idea i had last year. Make it for stand-down was nice. =D During the ppt slides, the juniors were crying, while the sec 4s n 5s were laughing like mad, I can only say that my batch was really a crazy batch.. haha.. even when we guys were giving speeches were all soo funny and full of crap kind.. hahaha.. making everyone laugh... until my speech, hahaha.. i make ppl cry.. =x then we sang songs and recieve the beautiful gift, hand-made slippers.. than we cry and hug one another... and finally the whole thing ended. we had officially stand-down. But we will always be a temasek student councillor!~ The whole day had been great and i really enjoyed! thanks for everything juniors!!

Tuesday 20th june 2006
The 2nd day and the last day of June camp. It was raining in the morning, so must wait till the rain stop before we can go to east coast for building sand-castle activity. =p in the mean time we were playing with the super huge ball.haha.. alot of funny things happen. Finally the rain stopped and we reach east coast. Realise alot of funny tools and learn how to use the tools to build beautiful sand-castles. And finally we started and build. All the castles were nice. Nothing much to talk about cause we just spent the whole day building it.. haha.. =x Finally everything is over, we had our lunch there and walked back to school. Then reach school another funny thing happen. Last night some of us were making banana ice cream for the juniors then after making and put into the freezer it was 3 plus already. so today actually wanted to take out n give to everyone, then we realise that mdm goh thought the banana ice cream was barbecue stuff, so she actually took out and DEFROZE it! can u believe it? our hardwork just gone like tat.. hahaha... it was a super funny thing that happen and it was the last weirdest thing that happen for this camp. afterall this camp is really super memorable.. haha.. thanks for everything! thanks for the gift too! I reall enjoyed myself to the fullest!
LOVE council forever!
Love you guys forever!
Once a tms student councillor, always a tms student councillor!!


thats what friends are for;
9:03 PM


Thursday, June 15, 2006

I am here to blog again. Hmm.. I don't know why.. I just feel like typing out things to fa xie. Next week council camp le. stand-down.. Feeling abit upset. cause I am saying bye to whereby I hold my best memories in school. =(
Then past few weeks a bit worried for some things. Haix. this one think better don't type. later bad things happen again. Just wish it could end and stop making the whole family worried and stop happening on one of my beloved member.
Then. I felt so sad about some things. When I sit alone in the night, my mind became to go in a mess thinking about the same thing. Then I cried again about the same thing. Every night is the same. =( why?? Haiz.. no one to blame except myself. But I really don't know. Why can't I just tell anyone how i feel? It just keep storing in the heart till maybe one day I die of heart problems I also don't know. Or maybe I got real Crazy one day. Haix. don't know! really don't know!
Whenever I feel sad, I really want to go to places where I love and really want to go. But I just don't dare to go alone. So many things is happening. Sometimes it really make me real worried, real scared and real sad. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRH! I really need a place to fa xie! arrrrrrrrrh! ok. tml wake up will be a brand new day. I hope the worries will be gone soon.

arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrh~
mad


thats what friends are for;
8:50 PM


Sunday, June 04, 2006

Hmm. have been so long since i ever blog. Now is june 'holidays'. Yep the holidays is in inverted form. Cause it is not really a holiday to me. haha. Sec 4 life do not get to enjoy a holiday. Went to school as normal. Had lessons from morning to late afternoon and we are going to start the night studies too. So basically to a sec 4 studying in Singapore, there shouldn't be a holiday and we better study till mad. Singapore is a small and competitive country afterall. So I will be starting to mug like real mad, especially when my mid-years results are real real bad. This should be my last time blogging in this blog le. Cause no time to blog, no mood to blog and useless to blog. haha. So it will be kept as a memory place for me. =) Afterall this blog is many years old. =) Maybe I will be shifting to another blog where it will only be read by me and me alone. That will really be my very own diary, my personal space, a place where i reflect about everything that happen in my life. =) I don't know. Maybe that will only happen after o's i guess. haha.. Anyway. Yesterday went to Malaysia, for only a day. haha. Geography Fieldtrip with Miss Neo and 4R and 4S. Very Fun! Very Enjoyable and Enriching. Enjoyed myself. =)

=Padi Fields=


=Recreational Pond=


Wanted to upload more pictures but somehow cannot make it. haha.. nvm.
seeya again
mad was here b4


thats what friends are for;
6:59 PM


Wednesday, May 17, 2006

These few days collect back exam scripts. Saw all the depressing marks. The most depressing thing is, for this time, I put in alot more effort than previous exams and all I recieve back for putting so much effort was an even worst results. What is it showing me?? The more effort u put in, the more disappointment you will recieve? Or is it I had not put in enough effort? Haix.. so depressing... 2 more months to prelims and less than half a year to o'levels and my results are getting WORST! It is not getting better at all. But worst! I am sure I put in more effort this time. bUT why is this happening? Haix.. I am not really very sad about my results cause it is the fact that can't be change le. But I just don't understand why when we put in more effort, the results seems to get worst. Or is it the problem lies with me?? Can someone please enlighten me? Thanks. I am going to put in even more effort, so that next time I won't drop down even more.
It can be quite depressing after all.


thats what friends are for;
8:14 PM


. about you .
*MADeline*
*16teen*
*singaporean*
*capricon gurl*
*03 jan 1990*
*Temasekian*
*Councillor*
*vocalist*
*counsellor [failed wan]*



. lurfee .
*animals*
*volunteery work*
*chocs*
*egg tarts*
*teddies*
*cute stuffs*
*frenzz*
*family*
*nature*
*help all i can*
*DORY[finding nemo]*
*DoMokUn*
*singing*
*music*
*l.a.m.e.r.s*
*choir*
*council*
*team temasek*
*piano*
*angels*
*anime*
*hamtaro*
*guitar*

. dislikes .
*smokers*
*insects*
*cruelty to animals*

. wishlist .
able to go overseas do volunteery work
`digital camera
`BIGGEST teddy bear! =D
`mp3
`peaceful world
`everyone happy
`be a volunteer
`help everyone
`improve in counselling
`stay happie 4eva
`learn piano or guitar
`choir get sliver for syf
`things go well in council
`musical dolpin water ball [at the dolphin bay]
`precious moments stuffs
`compose my own song
`buy piano
`buy guitar

. darr-links .
alex`- audrey` - brian`- caiyun` candice`- caroline` chee yang`- cheryl` claire`- tms council` darius hom3page`-darius` debbie`- denise`- dawn` felicia`- hakim` gerald- han yang` henry`- hiangling` huiwen`- ivan` jefferson`- joan` joash`- john` jun ji`- kangsheng` licia`- lek` marlisa`-mervyn` michael`- patrick` peng soon`- priscilla` Ramesh` royce`- ryan` serene`- shawna` shermaine`- sherilyn` shirley`- steffie` Stuart`wai khang`- xiao yan` xuanxuan`- yuan li` yu ren`- zhi yi`- zhu yin`


. designer .
sweet-innocence*

And i never thought i'll feel this way
And as far as im concerned
Im glad i have the chance to say
That i do believe i love you
And if i should ever go away
Well then close your eyes and try
To feel the way we do today
And then if you can remember
Keep smiling keep shining
Knowing you can always count on me for sure
Thats what friends are for
For good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
Thats what friends are for